Everything is just so dark.. I wish I was dead.

Benzo wd's can be a bit "trippy" in a way, not in a pleasant way. There is certainly time dilation, and I have experienced some visuals, along with very odd physical sensations and minor hallucinations, as well as a little paranoia. How long have you been on benzos daily, what was your Valium dose, 6 - 8 mg/day, right?
 
MY ROOM IS TRIPPY AS FUCK!!!!! I FEEL LIKE IVE TAKEN A HIT OF ACID PLEAS WTF DO I DO is this WD normal!?!

I thought that you were going to an Emergency department for evaluation. I think you probably should, not because you're going to die from this but maybe you can get some relief. But be forewarned that you may be admitted on a psychiatric hold (which wouldn't be the worst thing IMO). I don't know how it works in your country.
 
Yes Pars, I see that you are having quite a bit of trouble and stress lately..I hope you get some relief soon-you may have to lay off some of the "extras" to lend a helping hand to some of the other prescribed meds; to make you feel better. And for crying out loud-take your meds as prescribed so you don't end up in the deep pits again!! Take care of yourself pars, all of your desperate and troublesome posts are actually stressing me out as well! :)
 
8mg, however when I got my last batch I did 58mg one day, and 58mg the next. Then stopped all of a sudden. I went to the hospital, they gaved me 14 x 2mg valium pills and told me to take x2 a day for the first couple of days, then one.
 
Thanks for your care and advice, im slowly now tapering of the valium for REAL this time. Im tired of all this shit, honestly, if I tell you the shit ive been through with drugs for the past two years and the things ive seen half of the people on here wouldnt actually believe me thats how crazy its been. I miss being sober, and now is the perfect time. No more joking around im getting my shit together NOW. I have exams soon, I just wish I could make my HPPD go away :( im taking fish oils and all sorts of natural vitimins to "speed" up the process. However, now ive just accepted the fact that I have to live with the consequences of my actions.
 
They gaved me valium+ told me I have to start tapering of it, however they seemed really suspicious etc... I dont think they will be letting me go on clonezapam anytime soon, for my HPPD. TBH, I dont even want any drugs in my body anymore!!
 
Well benzo WD+ HPPD= scitzo style paranoia trip, not nice, I dont feel great atm, but alot better than last night!
 
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