Everyone must go

I've been distancing myself or intentionally sabotaging any real life relationships I have. Don't be fooled, I don't have many.

Had an unnecessary blow out with 'M' tonight. That shit is done with for good now. Not having it.

Called my sponsor and told him I'm done with NA. I'll hit a meeting maybe once a month perhaps but thats it.

People at work... I'm here to do a job, that's it.

What the fuck am I really up to?

Suicide? Relapse?

Once this nicotine is completely out of my system I'm certain I'll have a clearer idea of what the fuck I'm doing.

TBH, I'm on my own and no longer need people to give a shit. I'll figure it out without the conditional help from others.

For now, y'all gotta get the fuck away and probably just stay the fuck away

 

Isolation's not a great idea in the long term, but is actually a valuable experience in the short term. Especially while detoxing from nicotine

Good luck, and remember that not all people are out to use you. There are a lot of really cool people out there too.