I feel the same way very often. I feel that this is just not the right time for me.
I wish for so many experiences that I know I will never have, but I also try to look at what I do have where i find myself. It sometimes entirely to easy lose sight of the present, to go through the motions without feeling your life.
I feel that our society is poised on the brink. Never have we been so technologically advanced, look at the things humankind as a whole has acomplished, with only 10% of our brain being used. We are also more disconnected than ever. So many of us are mindless drones that believe any crap told to them by thier parents, their mate, friends, media, politicians. Yet no one is really happy.
So do we continue going down the same path, hiding from our true selves and gloating over our accomplishments, both negative and positive, or is a change coming. I feel that it must, I cannot stand the suspense, and I dont like what the world is becoming for our children. Yet all the time I feel completely and utterly powerless to do anything.
There is so much potential in the world, but so much of it goes unrealized. So much is wasted and corrupted, and in my apthy I am as guilty as the rest.
You have been listening to the ramblings of one hella ate-up fool. We now return you to your regularly scheduled brain patterns.
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I'm not half as think as you dumb I am.
