I feel like I hit a dead end especially after april of last year... I stopped going to school, my boyfriend died, I was heavily back into opiates, my depression was so bad. Then it went to shit even more I didn't get to walk with my class (luckily got to finish up the classes on online school) but yeah I lost a lot of my friends because I just totally didn't talk to them. I got accepted to 6 colleges and then enrolled into penn state but I totally unenrolled. Then I became homeless and now am in transitional housing... Yes I have a job and became sober for some time but now I still have the job but am getting back into drugs again... Now my job only is there so I can pay for drugs. I feel like my life is at a dead end right now and I'm going nowhere. I was suppose to be at college right now... No longer do I get we are penn state in the mail anymore and no longer do I feel like I'm going anywhere. I'm only eighteen on top of that and it sucks /: