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[mashead testing]

Closing my eyes hurts
but so does opening them
is there ever a solution
to this never ending problem
I cant expect to see things change
with me still feeling the same
no cure for this
its my bounce I miss
It comes and goes
but my hearts been over thrown
I see nothing in everything
apart from my dreams
So far fetched
all I can feel is my silent screams
Caught in a struggle
the whole world forgets what it means
There never was no map or guidance
perhaps this is whats meant to be
I have become a shadow
or thats just how it seems
Dont forget me
im the one with no love
no direction, no focus
a life lacking affection
I dont fear rejection
as I have no will to try
contradict myself
but then life was always a contradiction
No drive or movement I make can change
the visions in my head have never been so strange
escaping the escape
caused my head to feel raped
Its just not the same
all things seem different
no worse or better
I live my life as a stranger
I trust no one as everybody hurts
dont even trust myself
as from you I have learnt
there is no world

 

[Aja909]

{{{Haribo}}}

 

[titania]

sweetie, that is beautiful and i'm so sorry that you are going through such a hard time.
please remember that you have all the love in the world from Seuss, myself and 1000's of others!
Seuss and i will always be here for you, i promise that! We are your friends and you can trust us with anything, you are a person who deserves only love and happiness and we are going to do our best to give you as much of that as possible.
Sweetie, if you ever need to talk, you know where we are!
So much love and the hugest bear hugs ever!!!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
[ 10 June 2002: Message edited by: titania ]
[ 10 June 2002: Message edited by: titania ]

 

[dr seuss]

its my bounce I miss
ach, so true... i know the feeling. but all we have to do is put the silly back in silly putty so to speak... one step at a time mate

 

[nephil]

No matter what just keep in mind that you are a shining star.
You have so much to give and are truly admired by many

 

[E-girl]

you are a strong person, and you will get threw it. you have a brilliant mind and a beautiful heart

 

[lilygirl]

you need to love yourself before you can really love someone else. everyone is wonderful... take some time to discover yourself.
*hugs* good luck
-lil