doofhard
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 8, 2003
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I wonder if the effects that I feel on a regular basis are XTC related.
I have dropped pills and other drugs, abused them socially, taken breaks all the norm, but I am wondering if this happens to anyone else and could be related to XTC.
What I find (or have found more noticeable) in especially the last year, is that I am more emotional. If I watch a movie I become more involved with it, if something sad happens I get sad (where as always never used to get to me.
Any movie that involves the scene, often leads to quite strong rushes and "FLASHBACK" type feelings.
Here is a prime example -
KEVIN AND PERRY GO LARGE -
Just watched this again (about the 50th time) When they finally got there mix played in front of the massive crowd. I felt, huge relief, huge rush tingle through my whole body, it was just like I was there and it was my demo.
Another example would be with sad movies, now wheneva I watched a sad movie I just wouldn't care, don't know if thats because of how I was bought up or what. But if I watch one now I will generally become quite involved and shed a tear.
Does anyone else feel any other changes or similar feelings that they would relate to drug use in particular PILLS.
I have dropped pills and other drugs, abused them socially, taken breaks all the norm, but I am wondering if this happens to anyone else and could be related to XTC.
What I find (or have found more noticeable) in especially the last year, is that I am more emotional. If I watch a movie I become more involved with it, if something sad happens I get sad (where as always never used to get to me.
Any movie that involves the scene, often leads to quite strong rushes and "FLASHBACK" type feelings.
Here is a prime example -
KEVIN AND PERRY GO LARGE -
Just watched this again (about the 50th time) When they finally got there mix played in front of the massive crowd. I felt, huge relief, huge rush tingle through my whole body, it was just like I was there and it was my demo.
Another example would be with sad movies, now wheneva I watched a sad movie I just wouldn't care, don't know if thats because of how I was bought up or what. But if I watch one now I will generally become quite involved and shed a tear.
Does anyone else feel any other changes or similar feelings that they would relate to drug use in particular PILLS.