klowns
Ex-Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 10, 2005
- Messages
- 2,305
i had the most FUCKED EXPERIENCE i WILL EVER HAVE
holy fuck.
holy fuck.
so i quit taking amit at least 4 days ago or more because it gives me FUCKED nightmares. but the hospital found it in my blood so im going to have to say that this is what had a BIG part in triggering this.
ok so i get this sack of shrooms fromt his dude and he doesnt have a scale so it looks more like 5-7 grams than like an 8th.
went to D's garage. but ate shrooms in car.
TRIPPING BALLS
smoke dank
never tripped so hard in my life.
i became god. i mean literaly. we all did. completely so that i could never separate never go back, and even if iwasnt ready, it was just time. but i relized that god was singing. MUSIC. when it would come to be id scream out things like "BOOM BOOM I AM MOTHERFUCKING GOD MOTHERFUCKER"
i dont know what was real or not after this point. HONESTLY. but i know that when the three of us did it together (it? i guess i meaing merging into god through music and becoming cycles of music.)
i joined the whole universe and i sang every language that ever existed, every single word that would ever exist and i boomed it an roared it. and i becasme part of this noise cycle that went on for eternity. and EVERYONE i knew was part of it and my friends realized it too and that NOTHING coudl stop it so we just let it cycle..... it was so beautifuly amazing i cant describe it.
then all the sudden i remember D saying, "are you allergic to mushrooms?!?!?!?!?!?" and me screaming "IM FUCKING DYING WIE WONT ANYONE HELP.
then crazy fucking shit hit the fan. apperently i took off all my clothes becasue that was the great secret and D and K shut the doors of the garage and began beating the FUCK OUT OF ME. i mean beating me to death. me screaming "PELASE QUIT IM FUCKIGN DIEING PLEASE TAKE ME TO THE HOSPITAL" but they wouldnt. it was a setup and they continued to fuck me up. laughing at me becasue iw as naked and being tortured, but it was meant to be for some reason. finaly i got up naked, the whole world laughing at me becasue no one really cared, and i was supposed to go through this, and i said fuck htis im walking to the hospital and i walked out naked in the snow as they continued to laugh at me.
all the sudden i said goodbye and i collapsed dead. i mean, i really died. it was my turn.
then, i went to hell. i burned in hell for an eternity. i mean LITERALY, i realized that in a past life i had been a bad person and that this was my punishment, to suffer for an eternity, and i did, (i mean this trip took BILLIONS OF YEARS TO LIVE THROUGH IM NOT JOKING)and i kept being tortured and torutured every fucked up thing you could POSSIBLY imagine. and the most fucked thing was, D was the devil. the devils voice was D. and i rememeber him dragging me out of hell and dragging me around in a truck laughing as my body metled and i screamed.
but i had to be chirst. i HAD to suffer first throuhg EVERY pain and every experience everyone would ever have, bleeding from every pour, BECASUE I KNEW I WAS CHRIST. GOD. ALL. . i mean fucked shit. ive never been through such pain in my entire life every type of horrible thing that coul happen to me was and i was bleeding profusly otu of every pour. and i arose on the cross and bled and scream.
but i realized i was doomed to hell to be tortured FOREVER, and there i rotted foEVER. finaly the devil came to speak to me, and it was Ds voice. i cant remember what he said. the next thing i know im naked and in some weird place, seems like a hospital. but its not real. people keep saying the same things over and over again but none of it makes sense. i pissed myself i guess. they kept trying to ask me to urinte in this big bottle and i didnt know why. my mom and dad are there. nothing they say makes sense and they keep repeating it.
officer Pnam was there and kept asking me the saem thign over and over but i didnt say a word to anyone becasue no one there could POSSIBLY be real. the world kept cycling and i was doomed to this fucked place forever, and crazy fucked music kept existing.i looked over and the most beautiful angel was there. she was a nurse, her name tag said codee. she had the most beautiful eyes iv ever seen and i was so in love with her. she ketp by me all night long, everyime id look over id see her most amazing eys. she was redemtion. this other lady was being really nice to me as well. and i realized that FINALY, these people werent going t hurt me they just wanted to help.
apperently i pissed myself, and all kinds of fucked shit and the next thing i know i wake up and im STIL in a fucking hospital but a different room. i look every couple hours but the room doesnt change. why cant i fucking wake uP??!?!?!?!!?? the girl comes back. moms still there. final y at abot 6 a, i realize i really must be in the hospital for REALS.
the story i heard is D dumped me at the hospital naked and i walked in naked and made a crazy fuss and said teh most fucked shit to people kept telling them what the fuck and them holding me down. i rememeber sticking my toung out at the angel and waving it around to see if she was real and mom saying DONT STICK YOUR TOUNG OUT!
finaly i awake and its real.
now the wierdest shit was, i have shoe marks on me like someone REALLY HAS been kicking me REALLY hard. on my back there is a FUCKED up mark that looks like 10 claws that tore into my back all left huge ridged. im left wondering, did D and K(one of my best friends) really beat the fuck out of me?!??!?! and i get home and my wallets empty. D took EVERYTHING in it, or else i jsut dropped it all when i tore off my clothes so that everyone could fuck me up and beat me.
also apperently in the hospital i spit further than mom or dad hve EVER seen ahhahahaha. i must have thought there was dip in my mouth. apperently, i really hit the wall clear across the room.
also, i just heard from my bro who i apperently called last night (i didnt think i did but watned to SOOOOO bad cause i thought he was dead since we wasnt there. BUT apperently i called him and my "friends" were freaking out and said i jumped on their snowmobile naked and was hollering like a banshee. i remeber that the snowmobile was symbolic of letting go of all my fears. but, my brother also told me he could here my screaming in the background"IT HURST SO FUCKING BAD EVERYWHERE!!!!" i mean in terrible pain.
i dont know what was real and waht wasnt last night.
i jsut know i experienced christs life, i expereineced complete hell, i experienced COMPELTE heaven, i MERGED ENTIRELY WITH GOD, i snag and expereienced everythign in existence, -and SOMETHING or someone took a reall hard beating to me.
oh also i apperenly collapsed into the hospital naked with only ONE show on and D just threw my clohtes and took off. he told the cops that he had "foudn me naked in a snow bank and rescued me"
This was the most amazing beautiful, most amazingly psychotic, HELLISH nightmarish, completely out of my reality trip i could ever have. it felt like a combo of mass amounts of datura, mass amounts of shrooms, and REAL LIFE. i KNOW the amitryptaline helped trigger this, but i cant help but wonder if my "friends" really did beat teh shit out of me and steal my wallet.
peace
substancecode_elavil
substancecode_amitriptyline
substancecode_amitryptaline
substancecode_pharms
substancecode_mushrooms
_combo_
methodcode_oral
holy fuck.
holy fuck.
so i quit taking amit at least 4 days ago or more because it gives me FUCKED nightmares. but the hospital found it in my blood so im going to have to say that this is what had a BIG part in triggering this.
ok so i get this sack of shrooms fromt his dude and he doesnt have a scale so it looks more like 5-7 grams than like an 8th.
went to D's garage. but ate shrooms in car.
TRIPPING BALLS
smoke dank
never tripped so hard in my life.
i became god. i mean literaly. we all did. completely so that i could never separate never go back, and even if iwasnt ready, it was just time. but i relized that god was singing. MUSIC. when it would come to be id scream out things like "BOOM BOOM I AM MOTHERFUCKING GOD MOTHERFUCKER"
i dont know what was real or not after this point. HONESTLY. but i know that when the three of us did it together (it? i guess i meaing merging into god through music and becoming cycles of music.)
i joined the whole universe and i sang every language that ever existed, every single word that would ever exist and i boomed it an roared it. and i becasme part of this noise cycle that went on for eternity. and EVERYONE i knew was part of it and my friends realized it too and that NOTHING coudl stop it so we just let it cycle..... it was so beautifuly amazing i cant describe it.
then all the sudden i remember D saying, "are you allergic to mushrooms?!?!?!?!?!?" and me screaming "IM FUCKING DYING WIE WONT ANYONE HELP.
then crazy fucking shit hit the fan. apperently i took off all my clothes becasue that was the great secret and D and K shut the doors of the garage and began beating the FUCK OUT OF ME. i mean beating me to death. me screaming "PELASE QUIT IM FUCKIGN DIEING PLEASE TAKE ME TO THE HOSPITAL" but they wouldnt. it was a setup and they continued to fuck me up. laughing at me becasue iw as naked and being tortured, but it was meant to be for some reason. finaly i got up naked, the whole world laughing at me becasue no one really cared, and i was supposed to go through this, and i said fuck htis im walking to the hospital and i walked out naked in the snow as they continued to laugh at me.
all the sudden i said goodbye and i collapsed dead. i mean, i really died. it was my turn.
then, i went to hell. i burned in hell for an eternity. i mean LITERALY, i realized that in a past life i had been a bad person and that this was my punishment, to suffer for an eternity, and i did, (i mean this trip took BILLIONS OF YEARS TO LIVE THROUGH IM NOT JOKING)and i kept being tortured and torutured every fucked up thing you could POSSIBLY imagine. and the most fucked thing was, D was the devil. the devils voice was D. and i rememeber him dragging me out of hell and dragging me around in a truck laughing as my body metled and i screamed.
but i had to be chirst. i HAD to suffer first throuhg EVERY pain and every experience everyone would ever have, bleeding from every pour, BECASUE I KNEW I WAS CHRIST. GOD. ALL. . i mean fucked shit. ive never been through such pain in my entire life every type of horrible thing that coul happen to me was and i was bleeding profusly otu of every pour. and i arose on the cross and bled and scream.
but i realized i was doomed to hell to be tortured FOREVER, and there i rotted foEVER. finaly the devil came to speak to me, and it was Ds voice. i cant remember what he said. the next thing i know im naked and in some weird place, seems like a hospital. but its not real. people keep saying the same things over and over again but none of it makes sense. i pissed myself i guess. they kept trying to ask me to urinte in this big bottle and i didnt know why. my mom and dad are there. nothing they say makes sense and they keep repeating it.
officer Pnam was there and kept asking me the saem thign over and over but i didnt say a word to anyone becasue no one there could POSSIBLY be real. the world kept cycling and i was doomed to this fucked place forever, and crazy fucked music kept existing.i looked over and the most beautiful angel was there. she was a nurse, her name tag said codee. she had the most beautiful eyes iv ever seen and i was so in love with her. she ketp by me all night long, everyime id look over id see her most amazing eys. she was redemtion. this other lady was being really nice to me as well. and i realized that FINALY, these people werent going t hurt me they just wanted to help.
apperently i pissed myself, and all kinds of fucked shit and the next thing i know i wake up and im STIL in a fucking hospital but a different room. i look every couple hours but the room doesnt change. why cant i fucking wake uP??!?!?!?!!?? the girl comes back. moms still there. final y at abot 6 a, i realize i really must be in the hospital for REALS.
the story i heard is D dumped me at the hospital naked and i walked in naked and made a crazy fuss and said teh most fucked shit to people kept telling them what the fuck and them holding me down. i rememeber sticking my toung out at the angel and waving it around to see if she was real and mom saying DONT STICK YOUR TOUNG OUT!
finaly i awake and its real.
now the wierdest shit was, i have shoe marks on me like someone REALLY HAS been kicking me REALLY hard. on my back there is a FUCKED up mark that looks like 10 claws that tore into my back all left huge ridged. im left wondering, did D and K(one of my best friends) really beat the fuck out of me?!??!?! and i get home and my wallets empty. D took EVERYTHING in it, or else i jsut dropped it all when i tore off my clothes so that everyone could fuck me up and beat me.
also apperently in the hospital i spit further than mom or dad hve EVER seen ahhahahaha. i must have thought there was dip in my mouth. apperently, i really hit the wall clear across the room.
also, i just heard from my bro who i apperently called last night (i didnt think i did but watned to SOOOOO bad cause i thought he was dead since we wasnt there. BUT apperently i called him and my "friends" were freaking out and said i jumped on their snowmobile naked and was hollering like a banshee. i remeber that the snowmobile was symbolic of letting go of all my fears. but, my brother also told me he could here my screaming in the background"IT HURST SO FUCKING BAD EVERYWHERE!!!!" i mean in terrible pain.
i dont know what was real and waht wasnt last night.
i jsut know i experienced christs life, i expereineced complete hell, i experienced COMPELTE heaven, i MERGED ENTIRELY WITH GOD, i snag and expereienced everythign in existence, -and SOMETHING or someone took a reall hard beating to me.
oh also i apperenly collapsed into the hospital naked with only ONE show on and D just threw my clohtes and took off. he told the cops that he had "foudn me naked in a snow bank and rescued me"
This was the most amazing beautiful, most amazingly psychotic, HELLISH nightmarish, completely out of my reality trip i could ever have. it felt like a combo of mass amounts of datura, mass amounts of shrooms, and REAL LIFE. i KNOW the amitryptaline helped trigger this, but i cant help but wonder if my "friends" really did beat teh shit out of me and steal my wallet.
peace
substancecode_elavil
substancecode_amitriptyline
substancecode_amitryptaline
substancecode_pharms
substancecode_mushrooms
_combo_
methodcode_oral
Last edited by a moderator:
