Disclaimer:
DO NOT TAKE THIS MIX IF YOU HAVE CONCERNS ABOUT YOUR HEALTH AND LIFE.
This combination can be lethal in some inviduals with or without any other drug to the mix (I had to slow down my pulse in speed rushed a bit with clonazepam and alprazolam and 80 mgs propranolol, but I have taken so much DXM that I have felt enough Serotonin syndrome - like feelings. They really suck. So, please, don't do this if you don't feel an absolutely sure you can handle it. And never take alone.
DO NOT TAKE THIS MIX IF YOU HAVE CONCERNS ABOUT YOUR HEALTH AND LIFE.
This combination can be lethal in some inviduals with or without any other drug to the mix (I had to slow down my pulse in speed rushed a bit with clonazepam and alprazolam and 80 mgs propranolol, but I have taken so much DXM that I have felt enough Serotonin syndrome - like feelings. They really suck. So, please, don't do this if you don't feel an absolutely sure you can handle it. And never take alone.
BACKGROUND INFO:
Hi, I am 23 years old polydrug abuser and a benzo & Effexor (fucking spasmic brain zaps) addict, who whishes to get to detox and rehab, until my own stupidity caused drugproblemcare quarantine, after 3 weeks is over.
I had been trying rolling with shitty ecstacy pills ,, I took 8 of them, as I trusted my friends that they were weak and got a bit sick, I had to take a cold shower but I felt overall very MDAX. I had been up all night, so I wanted to get some speed. I went into mania. And ordered the shit. It fucking took so long that I was a completely almost nerve wreck even I was filled with clonazepam (15-20 mgs). But I comforted myself with positive thoughts and let herb do its magic on drug addiction.
Then they finally came. I wasn't so at so hurry, because I knew, there was 400 micros presumably pure LSD!! Which I was never again tested and so badly wanted to test!!
And what a wonderfully day has this been. I am now high on speed and THC and I am reading this text from every perspective I can get on idea off.
The original thread which I started at 3 something AM, is here
This hasn't been read through by me yet, and I just copied texts and made some adjustments, so I shall check this often. I am so ,, wired now. I think in the evening, I'll take a mirtazapin 15 mgs and couple temazepams 20mgs.
I am proud of my self, that I could write it, but speed helped my concentration , so it doesn't count
TRIP REPORT Effexor 200 mg + LSD 300 micros + Speed + Benzos + Cannabis - First time with LSD others experienced enough - "Awesome"
25.8.2008
I had been trying rolling with shitty ecstacy pills ,, I took 8 of them, as I trusted my friends that they were weak and got a bit sick, I had to take a cold shower but I felt overall very MDAX. I had been up all night, so I wanted to get some speed. I went into mania. And ordered the shit. It fucking took so long that I was a completely almost nerve wreck even I was filled with clonazepam (15-20 mgs). But I comforted myself with positive thoughts and let herb do its magic on drug addiction.
Then they finally came. I wasn't so at so hurry, because I knew, there was 400 micros presumably pure LSD!! Which I was never again tested and so badly wanted to test!!
And what a wonderfully day has this been. I am now high on speed and THC and I am reading this text from every perspective I can get on idea off.
The original thread which I started at 3 something AM, is here
This hasn't been read through by me yet, and I just copied texts and made some adjustments, so I shall check this often. I am so ,, wired now. I think in the evening, I'll take a mirtazapin 15 mgs and couple temazepams 20mgs.
I am proud of my self, that I could write it, but speed helped my concentration , so it doesn't count
TRIP REPORT Effexor 200 mg + LSD 300 micros + Speed + Benzos + Cannabis - First time with LSD others experienced enough - "Awesome"
25.8.2008
Post 1
I have been done with DXM. Everything is seen.
LSA had too painful side effects.
I took first dose, half a blotter piece (claimed at 100 micro) at 24.00 local time. So it is about 4 hours ago.
Now 1,5 hours have past
since I took 300 micros sublingual (the rest 1,5 blotterpieces)
and I have strong tracing and visual disturbances
What else to expect?
Can I use speed to lessen tiredness. It is 3:40 AM here.
EDIT:
I am addicted badly to everything that I can get my hands on. But I sense a real , real feelings instead of chemical ones. There have some doubts from my fellow mates here around Finland that this would not have been LSD. I say it was and is. I should have used a LOT , Strong Speed to Get full trip. But I preferred to save my brains capacity for detox try number 2 from now on.
EDIT2: I wish to have a lot of comments here , then I can compile a proper trip report. Tell your opinions, LSD or not, "Are Drugs Ultimately Bad"
Post 2
Today, 06:03 #4
I had to boost self with speed.
I am full of clonazepam, anyways.
Post 3
Today, 06:56 #6
Yeah , the circuimtances aren't the best...... but Atleast it is pure class!!
I feel like I am going and slipping trough many levels of existence and memories. And it just feels like intensifying, because I just found a vein in my arm, in to which I could inject speed.
I know
But I cannot stay awake
Without the speed.
Post 4
Today, 07:22 #9
Speed rush is slowing a bit , into awesome calmness. Just normal morning rutines are coming to my mind. Eat breakfast. Enjoy sunrise with a morning cigarette, now that you shall have the opportunity to open the curtains of my shadowed world and let the sunshine.
Absolutely fantastic.
Post 5
Today, 08:44 #10
We had a chat with drug_wench.
I so much wish that she picks most LSD-like sentences and paragraphs.
They were great.
Post 6
Today, 08:49 #11
I could definetly say , from previous psychedelic experience (mainly with cannabis)
That this is super strong. compared to weed.
So
300 micros?
It was the dose and it a high dose.
But I need to keep me up with speed shots, if I wish, because of Effexor blocks LSD serotonin (keeping awakeness) effects almost completely.
And I can say. I have not had a need for a one cigarette for many hours.
And I smoke sober or other ways intoxicated every hour or often.
So I can definetly say, this was and is excellent discovery, with therapeutic value (in controlled environment).
I start phase two. I check things. Everything. I take a second look. I maybe take a picture.
And explore the environment. As our soul-proof genes us to do. "Basic needs in animal; 4. To Survive."
Post 7
Today, 08:54 #12
Quote:
Originally Posted by Percussion_is_Free
gaba/dopamine roller coaster ride going in the background.
I have physical addiction to benzos that is very hard to deal without dealing mental issues first.
I learned that when I relapsed. I never , should relapse anymore.
Drunk driving , benzos + booze , car wrecked. Guilty , but never found. Except In My Heart, which know forgives... For this moment that I shall eat something.
Post 8
Today, 08:55 #13
By the way. I must add, that my mother has awoken.
She is an alcoholic. And hates my using or is very conserned.
She doesn't understand a shit about drugs, so I don't want to burden her. But I so wished to think ,,, I'll resolve this , I do.
EDIT: I asked her right away looking for my one emergency Levozin (Clozapine 50 mg pill). "Mom, do you want to sleep?! She answered with trust, "no". But I watch her.
Last edited by Madmike : Today at 09:03.
Post 9
Today, 11:15 #14
Yeah I had a minor disturbance, mom wanted to get to computer. I was with great spirits with her and could understand her a lot better. I even helped and cheered her up to pickup a new stepfather. Just for her, sober and all, nice.
My afterglow shall be peace.
I found some really strong cannabis bud, I will finish this trip with that and amphetamine rush.
I hope it still causes induction of visuals even it is 8 hours since I took the blotters.
I have been adjusting my brains response to LSD with speed.
Now I am running on a bit low gas, but LSDs subtle (but Effexor partially blocked) stimulant effects keep me ok. I lost almost my temper when my mom didn't understand to move aside my computer as she met that man I mentioned
Peace hey Fellows I think This Was an Excellent insight to my current life. Just when I needed. I got kicked out of detox week ago. And I have been trying to use cannabis as a psychedelic and as a replacement therapy for buprenorphine.
I still wish that drug_wench and I can find an agreement which harmonic LSD - style "lyrics" can be published here. There was something that she didn't want you to know.
Last edited by Madmike : Today at 11:23.
Post 10
Post from IRC:
"[05:09] back to shooting->
[05:09] brb.
[05:10] fuck
[05:10] They got stronger
[05:11] And I need to take a picture
[05:11] And take anxi-anxiety medicatio
[05:11] alprazolam
[05:11] 1 mg depot
[05:11] If I still can see them
[05:11] crap
[05:42] FUCK
[05:42] I couldn't shoot
[05:43] Just missed everyshot
[05:43] Then I took it orally
[06:42] Amphetamine cleared my mind
[06:42] But I just injected
[06:42] minutes ago
[06:42] so I should return to trip"
I had massive diffuculties to find a vein for speed, which is super easy as sober.
My hands looked so weird and "neverseen" and too pixelated to get clear visual sight for the vein.
So I pierced myself about 15 times.
Used 3 needles
But now I have gained some "endurance" from these positive thoughts and LSD that I have clearer, but the
Effexor (200mgs a day) inhibits serotonine reuptake from synapse ie. causing many of these psychedelics to work poorly (like MDMA) or not at all.
But, when I shoot amphetamine, it overloads neuron synapses with serotonin and dopamin and norepinephrine neurotransmitters thus nullifying Efexors limited blockade effects.
But still, I feel this stimulation keeping me nice and well, balanced, not without a trace of any urges to smoke a cigarette or take a shot of speed.
God, I have smoked only 3 cigarettes in this almost a 10 hour time since blotterpieces , normally I would smoke everyhour.
Post 11
Today, 12:09 #16
I have felt emotions that I haven't been able to feel before depression. Like ... .. before I was going to school. "Your first day at school!" I think every human who has gone to school (maybe only anxious ones ) have felt that stomach tingling then.
I shall walk outside now. To check things again.
And I need to pee. I will have a cigarette too.
EDIT: Outside it looked quite ordinary, but I am quite exhausted too. I can boost this with speed over Efexor , as soon as my mom leaves this house. And with strong cannabis bud (hybrid). I am now feeling very calm. LSDs half-life seems to be 3 hours. But I took the enzyme inhibitors , so I should have couple hours of left this LSD effect until it is gone. My brains won't just "light up" with Effexor like they normally do on LSD alone.
I have lost some clonazepams on my drug binge, but I think I'll manage two days as I have loaded my body with it.
and by the way. I need to take a piss test, (which failed would mean end to my benzo RX which btw is from detox doctor), maybe an Tuesday, but if I remember right, these don't show for long. And I convince the doctor anyways that I am ready for a detox try number two as soon my quarantine is over.
EDIT2:
My mom is gone. I shall eat a bit of food and prepare a strong hit of cannabis (maybe two , because the above and high tolerance) and my shot of speed (low purity shit but this has been more like a Entheogenic experience anyways and that is enough for me, as light shows and stuff like that can be also sober.)
I feel much more connected to God. Just like I felt like I was a decent school boy with great grades in everything.
Last edited by Madmike : Today at 12:48.
I have been done with DXM. Everything is seen.
LSA had too painful side effects.
I took first dose, half a blotter piece (claimed at 100 micro) at 24.00 local time. So it is about 4 hours ago.
Now 1,5 hours have past
since I took 300 micros sublingual (the rest 1,5 blotterpieces)
and I have strong tracing and visual disturbances
What else to expect?
Can I use speed to lessen tiredness. It is 3:40 AM here.
EDIT:
I am addicted badly to everything that I can get my hands on. But I sense a real , real feelings instead of chemical ones. There have some doubts from my fellow mates here around Finland that this would not have been LSD. I say it was and is. I should have used a LOT , Strong Speed to Get full trip. But I preferred to save my brains capacity for detox try number 2 from now on.
EDIT2: I wish to have a lot of comments here , then I can compile a proper trip report. Tell your opinions, LSD or not, "Are Drugs Ultimately Bad"
Post 2
Today, 06:03 #4
I had to boost self with speed.
I am full of clonazepam, anyways.
Post 3
Today, 06:56 #6
Yeah , the circuimtances aren't the best...... but Atleast it is pure class!!
I feel like I am going and slipping trough many levels of existence and memories. And it just feels like intensifying, because I just found a vein in my arm, in to which I could inject speed.
I know
But I cannot stay awake
Without the speed.
Post 4
Today, 07:22 #9
Speed rush is slowing a bit , into awesome calmness. Just normal morning rutines are coming to my mind. Eat breakfast. Enjoy sunrise with a morning cigarette, now that you shall have the opportunity to open the curtains of my shadowed world and let the sunshine.
Absolutely fantastic.
Post 5
Today, 08:44 #10
We had a chat with drug_wench.
I so much wish that she picks most LSD-like sentences and paragraphs.
They were great.
Post 6
Today, 08:49 #11
I could definetly say , from previous psychedelic experience (mainly with cannabis)
That this is super strong. compared to weed.
So
300 micros?
It was the dose and it a high dose.
But I need to keep me up with speed shots, if I wish, because of Effexor blocks LSD serotonin (keeping awakeness) effects almost completely.
And I can say. I have not had a need for a one cigarette for many hours.
And I smoke sober or other ways intoxicated every hour or often.
So I can definetly say, this was and is excellent discovery, with therapeutic value (in controlled environment).
I start phase two. I check things. Everything. I take a second look. I maybe take a picture.
And explore the environment. As our soul-proof genes us to do. "Basic needs in animal; 4. To Survive."
Post 7
Today, 08:54 #12
Quote:
Originally Posted by Percussion_is_Free
gaba/dopamine roller coaster ride going in the background.
I have physical addiction to benzos that is very hard to deal without dealing mental issues first.
I learned that when I relapsed. I never , should relapse anymore.
Drunk driving , benzos + booze , car wrecked. Guilty , but never found. Except In My Heart, which know forgives... For this moment that I shall eat something.
Post 8
Today, 08:55 #13
By the way. I must add, that my mother has awoken.
She is an alcoholic. And hates my using or is very conserned.
She doesn't understand a shit about drugs, so I don't want to burden her. But I so wished to think ,,, I'll resolve this , I do.
EDIT: I asked her right away looking for my one emergency Levozin (Clozapine 50 mg pill). "Mom, do you want to sleep?! She answered with trust, "no". But I watch her.
Last edited by Madmike : Today at 09:03.
Post 9
Today, 11:15 #14
Yeah I had a minor disturbance, mom wanted to get to computer. I was with great spirits with her and could understand her a lot better. I even helped and cheered her up to pickup a new stepfather. Just for her, sober and all, nice.
My afterglow shall be peace.
I found some really strong cannabis bud, I will finish this trip with that and amphetamine rush.
I hope it still causes induction of visuals even it is 8 hours since I took the blotters.
I have been adjusting my brains response to LSD with speed.
Now I am running on a bit low gas, but LSDs subtle (but Effexor partially blocked) stimulant effects keep me ok. I lost almost my temper when my mom didn't understand to move aside my computer as she met that man I mentioned
Peace hey Fellows I think This Was an Excellent insight to my current life. Just when I needed. I got kicked out of detox week ago. And I have been trying to use cannabis as a psychedelic and as a replacement therapy for buprenorphine.
I still wish that drug_wench and I can find an agreement which harmonic LSD - style "lyrics" can be published here. There was something that she didn't want you to know.
Last edited by Madmike : Today at 11:23.
Post 10
Post from IRC:
"[05:09] back to shooting->
[05:09] brb.
[05:10] fuck
[05:10] They got stronger
[05:11] And I need to take a picture
[05:11] And take anxi-anxiety medicatio
[05:11] alprazolam
[05:11] 1 mg depot
[05:11] If I still can see them
[05:11] crap
[05:42] FUCK
[05:42] I couldn't shoot
[05:43] Just missed everyshot
[05:43] Then I took it orally
[06:42] Amphetamine cleared my mind
[06:42] But I just injected
[06:42] minutes ago
[06:42] so I should return to trip"
I had massive diffuculties to find a vein for speed, which is super easy as sober.
My hands looked so weird and "neverseen" and too pixelated to get clear visual sight for the vein.
So I pierced myself about 15 times.
Used 3 needles
But now I have gained some "endurance" from these positive thoughts and LSD that I have clearer, but the
Effexor (200mgs a day) inhibits serotonine reuptake from synapse ie. causing many of these psychedelics to work poorly (like MDMA) or not at all.
But, when I shoot amphetamine, it overloads neuron synapses with serotonin and dopamin and norepinephrine neurotransmitters thus nullifying Efexors limited blockade effects.
But still, I feel this stimulation keeping me nice and well, balanced, not without a trace of any urges to smoke a cigarette or take a shot of speed.
God, I have smoked only 3 cigarettes in this almost a 10 hour time since blotterpieces , normally I would smoke everyhour.
Post 11
Today, 12:09 #16
I have felt emotions that I haven't been able to feel before depression. Like ... .. before I was going to school. "Your first day at school!" I think every human who has gone to school (maybe only anxious ones
) have felt that stomach tingling then.I shall walk outside now. To check things again.
And I need to pee. I will have a cigarette too.
EDIT: Outside it looked quite ordinary, but I am quite exhausted too. I can boost this with speed over Efexor , as soon as my mom leaves this house. And with strong cannabis bud (hybrid). I am now feeling very calm. LSDs half-life seems to be 3 hours. But I took the enzyme inhibitors
, so I should have couple hours of left this LSD effect until it is gone. My brains won't just "light up" with Effexor like they normally do on LSD alone.I have lost some clonazepams on my drug binge, but I think I'll manage two days as I have loaded my body with it.
and by the way. I need to take a piss test, (which failed would mean end to my benzo RX which btw is from detox doctor), maybe an Tuesday, but if I remember right, these don't show for long. And I convince the doctor anyways that I am ready for a detox try number two as soon my quarantine is over.
EDIT2:
My mom is gone. I shall eat a bit of food and prepare a strong hit of cannabis (maybe two , because the above and high tolerance) and my shot of speed (low purity shit but this has been more like a Entheogenic experience anyways and that is enough for me, as light shows and stuff like that can be also sober.)
I feel much more connected to God. Just like I felt like I was a decent school boy with great grades in everything.
Last edited by Madmike : Today at 12:48.
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