Ecstasy - First Time on e experience, it's a wonderful story, you should read it.

[mamabear]

last night was insane. insanely fucking awesome. never before in my life had i felt so free, so open, so loving, so fucking hot and SO much clarity until last night. teeth clattering, jaw clenching, dilated pupils... my depth perception was way off, the music, oh god. i could feel the music... i could feel it, the lyrics, the instrumentals, they were eating my soul... in a good way. touching myself was orgasmic. i couldn't stop rubbing my arms, or rubbing my legs, rubbing my face. and my fiance, my fucking sexy fiance, looked so fucking good. with ecstasy rubbing through my veins, my head spinning, CLICK CLICK CLICK! - everything i saw. i went to kiss him and his lips were so soft, so yummy! he smelled so good and i really wanted to take a big bite out of him, he looked so goddamn good. we went from the living room to the bed in .3252 seconds and we ripped them all off. i opened the backdoor and the breeze from outside was turning me on even more. the bedsheets felt so wonderful on my skin, but his skin on my skin.... even better. i couldn't stop kissing him, or rubbing my face on his.... i saw this big bubble of love circling us, and i told him everything that i felt for him. and he told me everything that he felt for me. and it was so crazy... so fucking crazy. it was seriously just pure love that was running through my veins. it's like i cut myself open to drip it all over him. the taste of his sweat was sooo good and the way he whispered into my ear.... 3 hours of nothing but straight love making, becoming one... and intimate conversation.

i felt a new appreciation for cheap menthols. mmm. and definitely for my family. my cousin and his wife looked so beautiful together. i wanted to take a picture of them kissing just because i could feel their love, too. they looked so perfect together and all i wanted to do was hold both of their hands and tell them how much they meant to me. danielle just looked so pretty last night and i was just so happy with everything that they accomplished.

i felt so good. i felt so fucking good. oh god.. everthing i saw, everything i touched felt so fucking good. the carpet, the concrete, the walls! everybody's skin felt good... my own skin felt really good. i love oldies, i don't think there's anything better than sitting down in the living room and listening to some bob seger, some of the eagles. at that moment i knew every word of every song that was played, as if i had grown up in that era. then blue october was played... and i felt so in love. i tried my best to explain everything that i felt last night, but that's not even completely it.

i rolled for my first time. i ate two and sipped on orange juice and water all night. i was so surprised at how fast it hit me. it hit me SO fast. i've done a few different drugs and i have to say... that was the best one. even though i've got carpet burn on my knees and my jaw feels broken, it was MORE than worth it. and i'm definitely getting more next paycheck.

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[mrfinch]

Congratulations, and welcome to Bluelight!

Sounds like your first time was a glowing experience. In my opinion, ecstasy is a difficult experience to describe to someone, you almost have to experience it for yourself. So were you the only one rolling or was everyone else you mentioned?

A word of caution here. Even though this was a great night for you, please treat this stuff with respect. There are LOTS of threads on here with people who fall in love with E and end up using it way too much, and then lose what we call the "magic", and all they feel is speedy after that. If you space it out and don't take it too often, the x keeps its specialness and each time feels amazing. Although I also have to warn you that even though they get close, no time will be as good as your first. Other than that, great story and thanks for sharing!

 

[Pharcyde]

it's a wonderful story, you should read it.

true

 

[stoneddave]

Congratulations, and welcome to Bluelight!

Sounds like your first time was a glowing experience. In my opinion, ecstasy is a difficult experience to describe to someone, you almost have to experience it for yourself. So were you the only one rolling or was everyone else you mentioned?

A word of caution here. Even though this was a great night for you, please treat this stuff with respect. There are LOTS of threads on here with people who fall in love with E and end up using it way too much, and then lose what we call the "magic", and all they feel is speedy after that. If you space it out and don't take it too often, the x keeps its specialness and each time feels amazing. Although I also have to warn you that even though they get close, no time will be as good as your first. Other than that, great story and thanks for sharing!

QFT .....I wish I had read on this site a bit more before I started rolling, I would have seen the general concensus that rolling more than once a month is very bad. I rolled probably 7-15 times a month for a year and half straight cause I thought I felt fine all the time, how could this be bad for me? Now that I've quit rolling, the bad effects are rearing their ugly heads. Anxiety, mild depression, memory loss, etc.

MDMA is an unbelievably amazing drug that I think everyone should experience, but everyone should be made aware of how bad it can be if you aren't careful with it, drop responsibly and you will be able to enjoy that magical feeling you just experienced for a long time, but if you abuse it, those feelings will go away and you will be left with nothing but brain damage and regrets. Glad you enjoyed your first time though, happy rolling.

 

[skittlezzzz]

OP, I was with someone who experienced MDMA for their first time and it was magical to watch. I have never seen anyone feeling so incredibly good and care free. I can even think back to when I first started and I never felt as good as she obviously was. This drug is indeed wonderful but like everyone is saying, you must give yourself time between uses if you want all your rolls to be an earth shattering experience. At first, it may seem like you can get away with rolling every couple weeks but try to limit yourself the best you can so the novelty of it never fades away.

Like someone mentioned earlier, I too wish I read up on here when I first started using MDMA because I got carried away with it and would roll a few times a month. It was all good in the beginning but now my rolls are missing something I fear I will never get back. It's hard to explain the feeling that is lost but you just know once it happens to you...and hopefully it never does.

I enjoyed reading that and I am glad you had an unforgettable time.

 

[Zzyzx]

Nice! Moving to trip reports though.

 

[AndroidsDreamofBTC]

I glad you had a great time! First time MDMA experiences have tendency to be so special. It's like a new door has been opened in your spectrum of emotions/consciousness. It's so intense in so many ways.

Have fun and don't abuse MDMA, it's one of those things that pays to "keep special" IMO.

 

[PinezPeakZ]

last night was insane. insanely fucking awesome. never before in my life had i felt so free, so open, so loving, so fucking hot and SO much clarity until last night. teeth clattering, jaw clenching, dilated pupils... my depth perception was way off, the music, oh god. i could feel the music... i could feel it, the lyrics, the instrumentals, they were eating my soul... in a good way. touching myself was orgasmic. i couldn't stop rubbing my arms, or rubbing my legs, rubbing my face. and my fiance, my fucking sexy fiance, looked so fucking good. with ecstasy rubbing through my veins, my head spinning, CLICK CLICK CLICK! - everything i saw. i went to kiss him and his lips were so soft, so yummy! he smelled so good and i really wanted to take a big bite out of him, he looked so goddamn good. we went from the living room to the bed in .3252 seconds and we ripped them all off. i opened the backdoor and the breeze from outside was turning me on even more. the bedsheets felt so wonderful on my skin, but his skin on my skin.... even better. i couldn't stop kissing him, or rubbing my face on his.... i saw this big bubble of love circling us, and i told him everything that i felt for him. and he told me everything that he felt for me. and it was so crazy... so fucking crazy. it was seriously just pure love that was running through my veins. it's like i cut myself open to drip it all over him. the taste of his sweat was sooo good and the way he whispered into my ear.... 3 hours of nothing but straight love making, becoming one... and intimate conversation.

i felt a new appreciation for cheap menthols. mmm. and definitely for my family. my cousin and his wife looked so beautiful together. i wanted to take a picture of them kissing just because i could feel their love, too. they looked so perfect together and all i wanted to do was hold both of their hands and tell them how much they meant to me. danielle just looked so pretty last night and i was just so happy with everything that they accomplished.

i felt so good. i felt so fucking good. oh god.. everthing i saw, everything i touched felt so fucking good. the carpet, the concrete, the walls! everybody's skin felt good... my own skin felt really good. i love oldies, i don't think there's anything better than sitting down in the living room and listening to some bob seger, some of the eagles. at that moment i knew every word of every song that was played, as if i had grown up in that era. then blue october was played... and i felt so in love. i tried my best to explain everything that i felt last night, but that's not even completely it.

i rolled for my first time. i ate two and sipped on orange juice and water all night. i was so surprised at how fast it hit me. it hit me SO fast. i've done a few different drugs and i have to say... that was the best one. even though i've got carpet burn on my knees and my jaw feels broken, it was MORE than worth it. and i'm definitely getting more next paycheck.

Great story and welcome to BL!!!! Just dont over do it its best to take atleast a month off between rolls to let your brain to recover.

 

[d4rk3]

A month off between rolls? Shit...try every 3-4 months if you want to keep the magic.