Dr Triangle
Greenlighter
OK...I am new here, but I thought it high time that I posted a few words about what has been happening of late.
A bit of background. I'm a late 20s male, married, kids, very fit and healthy. I am an academic (scientist working on antibiotic targets and drug development). I have great life, fantastic family and I really love my job. I have a very strong feeling of self-worth, all-in-all, i am a very lucky person, and I DO NOT take it for granted.
However, once upon a time I used to enjoy the odd bit of E, which had stopped for a few years. Nothing drastic, just club nights etc.
Early this summer, I went out with some friends to a well known London Club, and a very good friend on mine passed a beautifully wrapped rizzla bomb, bursting with MDMA. i was a bit uneasy about taking it, it caught me of guard a little, but I thought to hell with it. The summer of 2009, through up some huge unexpected happenings...which I will divulge on other occasions.
Nevertheless...once consumed, 15 mins later...I experienced a feeling which will live with me forever. This stuff was good...i mean not like the OK buzz of pills, but this must have been so pure!!! I forgot to mention that it was a night of uplifting trance and progressive dance music, which was some of the best I have ever heard. I was experiencing waves of absolute delight! My whole body seemed energised like never before...not in an uncontrolled way, but everything I did, the way I moved seemed to have purpose and grace. I started dancing in ways that were so well timed and full of enthusiasm...I was getting compliments from more seasoned clubbers. Everyone around me seemed to be so happy and enjoying themselves, the whole room (absolutely packed to the lazers!) were moving in unison...the lights were dazzling and I kept looking up and feeling the air rush over my skin....I felt so alive it is almost indescribable. I looked to my best friend....and he said "everyone in the world should experience this". I couldnt have agreed more with any other person on this planet. I just threw my arm around him, danced and told him he was my hero!lol. Now I'm not one for getting emotional, but wow, it seemed as though the whole room was right there with me, same feelings, same emotions, just there.....in the music....feeling the music...part of the music. The night went by so fast.....I didnt want it to end. I popped another, just as I thought the crest of the wave might be breaking....then it took me.....a tsunami of sensations...right on through to the end of the night. Every negative thought just seemed to drain out of me, replaced my feelings of empathy, happiness, pleasure and .....wow..sometimes there just isnt the right adjective. This night, opened up a new chapter in my life....Nothing sinister, just a new perspective which has improved me as a person.
Please let me know if you have had a similar experience. I will post more...all in good time. Stay safe.
substancecode_ecstasy
A bit of background. I'm a late 20s male, married, kids, very fit and healthy. I am an academic (scientist working on antibiotic targets and drug development). I have great life, fantastic family and I really love my job. I have a very strong feeling of self-worth, all-in-all, i am a very lucky person, and I DO NOT take it for granted.
However, once upon a time I used to enjoy the odd bit of E, which had stopped for a few years. Nothing drastic, just club nights etc.
Early this summer, I went out with some friends to a well known London Club, and a very good friend on mine passed a beautifully wrapped rizzla bomb, bursting with MDMA. i was a bit uneasy about taking it, it caught me of guard a little, but I thought to hell with it. The summer of 2009, through up some huge unexpected happenings...which I will divulge on other occasions.
Nevertheless...once consumed, 15 mins later...I experienced a feeling which will live with me forever. This stuff was good...i mean not like the OK buzz of pills, but this must have been so pure!!! I forgot to mention that it was a night of uplifting trance and progressive dance music, which was some of the best I have ever heard. I was experiencing waves of absolute delight! My whole body seemed energised like never before...not in an uncontrolled way, but everything I did, the way I moved seemed to have purpose and grace. I started dancing in ways that were so well timed and full of enthusiasm...I was getting compliments from more seasoned clubbers. Everyone around me seemed to be so happy and enjoying themselves, the whole room (absolutely packed to the lazers!) were moving in unison...the lights were dazzling and I kept looking up and feeling the air rush over my skin....I felt so alive it is almost indescribable. I looked to my best friend....and he said "everyone in the world should experience this". I couldnt have agreed more with any other person on this planet. I just threw my arm around him, danced and told him he was my hero!lol. Now I'm not one for getting emotional, but wow, it seemed as though the whole room was right there with me, same feelings, same emotions, just there.....in the music....feeling the music...part of the music. The night went by so fast.....I didnt want it to end. I popped another, just as I thought the crest of the wave might be breaking....then it took me.....a tsunami of sensations...right on through to the end of the night. Every negative thought just seemed to drain out of me, replaced my feelings of empathy, happiness, pleasure and .....wow..sometimes there just isnt the right adjective. This night, opened up a new chapter in my life....Nothing sinister, just a new perspective which has improved me as a person.
Please let me know if you have had a similar experience. I will post more...all in good time. Stay safe.
substancecode_ecstasy
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