elgoucho9
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I think like ZB said if your getting involved in the brown & white you have to be prepared for what comes with it. Don't get me wrong i've had alot of really euphric blissful moments on both. But like the comedown after a heavy crack bender when you run out and no ones answering, your looking around the floor for bits of rock. Or the 3-5 days of pain withdrawing from heroin. It is not fun and it is super naive to think anyone should have a habit in these drugs and won't experience trying times, and times of downright misery and pain even. I know when i CT'd off my IV heroin/speedball habit i felt soo shit for like 5-7 days, i looked a mess and my whole life was in a horrid predictament. However if you are determined like some of the people in this thread are, past that 5-7 days one step at a time it get's better and you can easily beat the withdrawls. I am not strong and i did it. There are others in this thread far greater and more clued up than I am.
The difficult part is not stopping the habit and beating the withdrawals for me. It is staying away permanently. However since i took that nasty beating my nose is broken and cheek bones both sides. It makes most drug taking uncomfortable and i get headaches. Which i guess in a way they did me a favour. I don't see myself succumbing to the brown and white again anytime soon. Got to a point i just don't enjoy that life style or what i'm surrounded by anymore. I have seen it for what it is. surrounded by drug aquitances and low lives who would fuck you over in a heartbeat. There is no loyalty and morals in that world.
The difficult part is not stopping the habit and beating the withdrawals for me. It is staying away permanently. However since i took that nasty beating my nose is broken and cheek bones both sides. It makes most drug taking uncomfortable and i get headaches. Which i guess in a way they did me a favour. I don't see myself succumbing to the brown and white again anytime soon. Got to a point i just don't enjoy that life style or what i'm surrounded by anymore. I have seen it for what it is. surrounded by drug aquitances and low lives who would fuck you over in a heartbeat. There is no loyalty and morals in that world.