BK38
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This reminds me of the brilliant film "Ray" about Ray Charles. Highly recommended viewing.
During the peak of his success, he becomes heavily addicted to heroin for some time, this concerns the people in the music industry that manage him etc, but he then suddenly decides to quit due to something his mother says, IIRC.
He goes completely cold turkey with no remedies, despite the best / most expensive Drs calling in on him and telling him that they can help make things a lot easier for him, he sends them away. And he goes through it the hard way.
The worst of the physical issues seems to be over in about 5 days, but then if you get struck with PAWS afterwards then that's a different story.
All of this is why long term use of heavy opiates is not for me, I know that I can't deal well with the the physical and mental roller coaster ride that using and then having to go through WDs at some point involves.
It's always the PAWS that are the killer with opiates in particular, at least for me. I took Tramadol hcl at high doses from age 14-19, then heroin from 19-22ish.
It's the soul crushing depression and spikes in anxiety that seem to come in waves over a protracted period of time that's really unbearable. A week to 2ish weeks of acute WDs is horrible, but nothing like the psychological side of things and the neuro-chemical imbalance that comes with PAWS. I know I've easily experienced symptoms of PAWs for 6+ months after heavy use; it's absolute self-induced torture.