You could be right about taking a break from drugs. After i quit acid, i felt so good about myself. I was starting to feel better, i wasnt thinking as much, and best of all, weed began to feel like weed again when i smoked up, not like acid. I felt so good about myself, and my friends started doing E (because they had quit acid too and needed something to fill the void), I decided that i wasnt going to do it. I was so mind set, i beleived that i really wasnt going to ever do it. Then one day in school within a matter of a minute, i somehow cracked mentaly. I got the sudden urge to get really f**ked up, and alcohol or weed just wasnt gonna do it. Already feeling bad about my self because i knew i was gonna do it, i told my friend to get me a roll, which i was very reluctant in doing. I took it that night, felt the effects, but didnt get the "happy" feeling because i felt guilty. I've done it 2 times since then, and it has been great. I just wish i would have never done it, because i know im not going to be able to stop until the damamge is irreversable, the same thing that happened with me and acid. I am helplessly watching it happen to myself, and my other good friend is watching it happen to himself as well. E is going to be harder for me to quit than it was for acid. I have such a good time on E, and for some reason i can never have that much fun sober...i really wish i could though.