E related problems

zeppelinj

Bluelighter
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I've only rolled 3 times, and something werid happens to me following the week after i roll. Whenever i smoke weed from 1-5 days after i roll, i get the chills, i have muscle spasms and twiching, my chest begins to hurt, my head begins to hurt (like a strong headache all over my brain), and i become depressed because weed isnt the same as it used to be before i did E. I did my bout with acid, doing it about 3 times a week for one year, with doses ranging from 1 to 5 hits, on average about 2.5. I thought that maybe my use of acid could have caused these problems, but i quit acid about 1.5 months ago. What could be the cause of this? Please help...i wanna try and figure this thing out....
 
now, I'm in no way certified to give these answers but...
for some, up to a few days after a pill, the e can be "braught back" with things like pot. (not for me... but drinking sure does it) this could be what is happening... Then again pot has allways given me headaches.
Also, long time users of LSD ('cid), such as yourself, experience certian permenent changes to brain chemistry, that are both permenent, and irreverseable. This might also have something to do with it...
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Who you are never realy changes... It's who you THINK you are that does.
 
Maybe you should take a break from drugs. Sounds like they're not that much fun for you anymore anyways. Also after doing that much acid for that long a period of time, the bad effects would not cease after only 1.5 months of not doing it. I'm afraid those effects will linger for a much longer period of time.
I think you should just chill and give your body a rest. I think that is what it is trying to tell you
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You could be right about taking a break from drugs. After i quit acid, i felt so good about myself. I was starting to feel better, i wasnt thinking as much, and best of all, weed began to feel like weed again when i smoked up, not like acid. I felt so good about myself, and my friends started doing E (because they had quit acid too and needed something to fill the void), I decided that i wasnt going to do it. I was so mind set, i beleived that i really wasnt going to ever do it. Then one day in school within a matter of a minute, i somehow cracked mentaly. I got the sudden urge to get really f**ked up, and alcohol or weed just wasnt gonna do it. Already feeling bad about my self because i knew i was gonna do it, i told my friend to get me a roll, which i was very reluctant in doing. I took it that night, felt the effects, but didnt get the "happy" feeling because i felt guilty. I've done it 2 times since then, and it has been great. I just wish i would have never done it, because i know im not going to be able to stop until the damamge is irreversable, the same thing that happened with me and acid. I am helplessly watching it happen to myself, and my other good friend is watching it happen to himself as well. E is going to be harder for me to quit than it was for acid. I have such a good time on E, and for some reason i can never have that much fun sober...i really wish i could though.
 
god, this makes me feel like shit. lately, i've been wondering if i regret ever trying e, too. i've made up my mind to never try acid, unless i get HIV or cancer or something and there's no chance for me to live...but in that case, i think i'd go ahead and try coke, heroin, crack, peyote, salvia, 2cb, k, nitrous, glue...etc. but i'm noticing quite undesireable changes after doing it like 13 times, 1-2 times a month. mostly just too much thinking, a little detachment from my personal identity, depression and a little paranoia. its got me going to a rave sober for the first time, which, let's face it, is going to absolutely suck ass in comparison to rollin, but it's what i've been scared into doing after only 13 times! i can't imagine what the other bluelighters who talk about rollin every weekend or every other weekend for months and months are going through...if i were you, i would set a limit of only once a month at the most VERY early in your e career. moderation is SOOOO important with this stuff...but, i know, its SOOOO hard to stay away. i'm going to give it a try, though, and just concentrate on helping my friends have great high times since i can't for a while.
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I have set a limit for myself that i can afford. I'm gonna roll once every other weekend, which i hope isnt too much (2 times a month). I'm not looking forward to the side effects, but I have a feeling that I'm not going to be able to avoid them. You dont get something for nothing; the more intense the high is from a drug, the worse the long term effects are going to be, like I have experienced with acid.
 
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