Vicks
Bluelighter
Just wondering if your feeling any better?
(((((((((((((you))))))))))))))
Hope you are.
(((((((((((((you))))))))))))))
Hope you are.
E-girl, How ya doing?
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vicks.....
i dunno what better is. i'm so low in this hole that i don't think i'll ever get out... i'm thinking about telling someone to just throw the dirt on me and plant the tombstone.
well actually things are looking a little more hopeful and HOPE IS ALL ANYONE HAS. i went to a friends last night for an errand and he threw some pills in my mouth thinking it would get my mind off things. i didn't want to roll, i was too depressed and way tired but it got caught on my tongue ring and i ended up choking and swallowing them. went home, went to bed, woke up around 2AM out of my mind!!!! he called me and i went over there and things got really good..... until i asked him if he was doing the right thing with this break-up. at that point, all the goodness of the night went down the drain, he got really cold and said he didn't want to discuss it tonight and went to bed.
i woke up in his arms. that's all i could ask for. i still have him, in some way if not all. and i believe there is hope.
only other exciting part of my day was going to class this morning (mind you, it was "ballroom dancing") rolling. it was interesting (but doesn't beat going to psychology tripping and skitzing myself out mentally!)
thanks for looking out for me as usual. i'll keep you posted.
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alwayzzzz PLUR & happy
rolling...
E-girl
*I said "no" to drugs, but they just wouldn't listen!*
**I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it**
i dunno what better is. i'm so low in this hole that i don't think i'll ever get out... i'm thinking about telling someone to just throw the dirt on me and plant the tombstone.
well actually things are looking a little more hopeful and HOPE IS ALL ANYONE HAS. i went to a friends last night for an errand and he threw some pills in my mouth thinking it would get my mind off things. i didn't want to roll, i was too depressed and way tired but it got caught on my tongue ring and i ended up choking and swallowing them. went home, went to bed, woke up around 2AM out of my mind!!!! he called me and i went over there and things got really good..... until i asked him if he was doing the right thing with this break-up. at that point, all the goodness of the night went down the drain, he got really cold and said he didn't want to discuss it tonight and went to bed.
i woke up in his arms. that's all i could ask for. i still have him, in some way if not all. and i believe there is hope.
only other exciting part of my day was going to class this morning (mind you, it was "ballroom dancing") rolling. it was interesting (but doesn't beat going to psychology tripping and skitzing myself out mentally!)
thanks for looking out for me as usual. i'll keep you posted.
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alwayzzzz PLUR & happy
rolling...E-girl
*I said "no" to drugs, but they just wouldn't listen!*
**I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it**
Vicks
Bluelighter
You gloomy gus. That always suck when things go bad in a relationship EVERYTHING looks shitty.
A little bit I'm jealous of you though. IT's been a long time since I woke up in someones arms or vice versa.
I know it might not count for much but We're here for you.
And rolling in ballroom dancing, that must have been kinda cool.
A little bit I'm jealous of you though. IT's been a long time since I woke up in someones arms or vice versa.
I know it might not count for much but We're here for you.
And rolling in ballroom dancing, that must have been kinda cool.
actually rolling in ballroom SUCKED... we were going disco, and all the underarm turns were making me soooo dizzy, i blacked out a few times. this morning i did it again... we were doing the jitterbug and i thought i was giong to die the pain in my legs was so bad!! but funny to watch, i'm sure.
and you know what, about the whole Lee-thing....?... waking up in his arms was ALWAYS my favorite part. probably always will be. and even when we fight, and end up turned away from each other when we go to bed, we always wake up wrapped around each other like that.
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alwayzzzz PLUR & happy rolling...
E-girl
*I said "no" to drugs, but they just wouldn't listen!*
**I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it**
and you know what, about the whole Lee-thing....?... waking up in his arms was ALWAYS my favorite part. probably always will be. and even when we fight, and end up turned away from each other when we go to bed, we always wake up wrapped around each other like that.
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alwayzzzz PLUR & happy
rolling...E-girl
*I said "no" to drugs, but they just wouldn't listen!*
**I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it**