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DXM, semi experienced, "Am I Dreaming Or Am I High?"

Kandy K

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This was not my first experience with the Robitussin Cough Gels. I had success with a happy and meaningful trip last time I mixed 300mg’s of the cough gels with 350mg’s of Robitussin Honey Cough Syrup. I have had out of body experiences before with 700-800mg’s+ of DXM, and this time I decided to increase the trip and go all out by increasing the dosage and decreasing the dosage time. I was grabbing handfuls of the gel caps and swallowing 10-20 pills in single mouthfuls. Due to the intensity of the dosage I immediately began to feel the effects within 20 minutes, something that has never occurred to me before with the regular cough syrup.

I was sitting on a couch with three of my friends watching some a TV show on DVD, but I have no recollection of anything beyond the first three episodes. How long I blacked out for I do not remember, but I presume the duration to have been at least a couple hours. I began remembering my trip a couple hours later, and it commenced with me visiting other parallel universes. I envisioned myself sleeping on my friend’s lap on a sofa, and then I would zoom out to another parallel universe, where I was in a hot air balloon with all my friends, and there were white sheets draped all around us. Each time I zoomed out I would simply go to a different reality in a microscopic universe, until I eventually zoomed out to where I was sitting down on the couch where this all started.

This was when I finally “woke up” and realized where I was. I immediately sat up, asking my friends if I had just woken up or if I was still asleep. My friends informed me that I had not slept or moved positions on the couch the entire time. As I took a look at my surroundings, I was unsure as to where I was. I thought I was on the third floor of some house; as I looked up at the ceiling, there was furniture hanging upside-down, the walls seemed to be made of flimsy cloth, a toy train was dashing around on the top shelf, and stairs seemed to be emerging from the entrance of the bathroom. For some reason this place looked oddly familiar, almost as if I had seen this exact setting in a previous dream of mine.

My vision was heavily dream-like, in fact, at this point I had forgotten that I had taken the DXM and believed that I had fallen asleep on the couch and was in fact dreaming. I had never experienced vision like this before on DXM or any hallucinogen for that matter. I became confused and became unable to tell if I had taken DXM at all, or if I had concocted this whole thing in a dream.

I asked my friends what drugs I had done just to be sure, and they told me that I snorted a drug called purple chalk. Though I hadn’t really, it was an attempt to make me trip harder. I wondered if that was the reason I was blacked out and couldn’t remember anything. As they spoke to me, I visualized us walking towards a car in a parking lot. This exact setting, in this car, with the purple chalk and what they had told me suddenly triggered the most intense feelings of déjà vu. As I tried to recall where I had heard this before, I remembered that I had foreseen it in one of my parallel universes earlier. I had envisioned the future.

I zoomed out to another parallel universe, where we were back in the hot air balloon. There were other balloons all around us, and we seemed to be in an auditorium of some sort, all the balloons hanging as ornaments. I looked around in the spacious hall and realized that this connection of hot air balloon decorations was the entire galaxy. I looked back at one of my friends and suddenly became frightened when what I saw was not him, but an alien boy. He was so frail, small, and thin, I was afraid that I had broken his legs by sitting on them, and immediately began to look for any wounds or broken bones. I put his hand up to mine, and as I observed his long spindly fingers, knew that he meant no harm. I thought about how ugly the human species was, and how closely we resemble alien figures. DXM seemed to bring out the inner alien-ness in everybody; no matter who I looked at, I saw a little bit of extraterrestrial life in all of them.

I stood up to the use the restroom, but in my attempt ended up falling on my friend’s lap. The moment he caught me was the exact moment I had just zoomed out to another parallel universe, so I distinctly believed that I fell out of the sky from one universe to the next. The couch transformed into a wooden bench to swing from, and it was hanging from space by three thin strings. A cloud generator appeared, and pink and blue clouds were created and floating in line formation. There were people from far distant galaxies trying to communicate with me by typing out messages on the clouds. I sipped the clouds through a straw and the clouds disappeared.

My friends decided to relocate to my house because the house we were in began to get crowded with people. The walk back to the car seemed infinite, and though I knew the car was a mere few feet away, it seemed as if I had walked through a maze to get there. As we were back in the car, I glanced at my friend sitting next to me. I distinctly heard music coming out of him, but his mouth was closed, so I concluded that the music was coming out of his eye sockets.

Back in my house, I felt myself entering the fourth plateau. As I lay down in my room and closed my eyes, I saw myself enter Paradise. Paradise was a dark green jungle, misted with a layer of fog. The jungle was also in the shape of a cube, and no matter what side of the cube you were on, you couldn’t fall off. The only inhabitants of this haven were all females with black hair. I saw my sister there and some other girls I did not recognize.

I opened my eyes and shared with my friends of this wonder I had visited. I closed my eyes in an attempt to re-visit this place, but found myself underwater drowning in a river. As I drowned, a part of my id, my ego, was torn from my brain. When I snapped out of it, I noticed that there was an incredibly empty feeling in my head, as if something important was absent. My brain physically felt hollow, and I knew that I had lost that portion of my personality forever in another dimension. Apparently I suffered a mild case of hysteria, because my friends told me later that I had woken up out of my trip screaming.

I visited many fantasies that day--Robitussin cough gels are definitely the way to go!
 
that was a good read, and i believe it, and thats good that you can swallow multiple gels without vomitting, unless you just didn't mention that you vomited if you did, i wish i could do that, i have to swallow one at a time and wait 10 min or so until i swallow the next one, thats also interesting that you forgot that you took dxm too, that probably made the trip much more unique for you
 
Interesting since my next move after Salvia will be some DXM exploration, sounds good in a weird kind of way I guess. Nice report.
 
that sounds reminiscent of a prolonged powerful salvia trip. I haven't used DXM yet on a recreational level, but the more i read trip reports the more interested i become.
 
Dissasociatives do appeal to me although i can't help thinking they do major damage to your head; that emptyness you described really puts me off this form of drug, some nitrous would probably of been a blast in this instance, thanks for the report
 
that sounds like an amazing trip but don't you think you're being very reckless by taking massive amounts of the drug? it really does sound like you had fun but damn! i don't think i'll be doing any dose higher than a 4 oz bottle because of the danger factor. you're fuccin crazy!!
 
4oz bottle is only 350mg's......the 1st dose i ever did was 450mg's. to achieve a 3rd plateau you have to do around 600 and for a 4th around 900-1,000.
 
i know how much a 4 oz bottle is, i was simply saying that anything for me over that amount would probably be dangerous. you have a death wish so i guess you really don't care what you do to your body and neither do i. :p
 
oooooooooooooooooooooh. eh i thought overdeose amount was 3000+, anything below that i dont consider dangerous. haahhahahaha.
 
you never did say exactly how many mgs you took. :p

and i have never got to 3rd plateau off of a mere 600mgs...gotta be at least a gram. The largest amount i've had is 1.5 gram and that was 3rd plateau.
 
Really good report. Sounded fantastic. But dude, I really want to warn you of something. I'm exactly like you with the danger factor. I've read that 3000+ is very risky, so when I'm doing anything below 1200 (most ive done), i just dont feel worried. But... recently, after taking 900mg and drinking just 2 mikes hards. I had a serious medical problem. I couldnt (and I mean couldn not, whatsoever) urinate, for about 2 days. It was very painful eventually and I had to go to the doctor and get cathetered (yea a tube up the dick) while i was concious. I'm just saying, occassionally there are weird medical side affects that you wouldnt have guessed would happen. Also, that night, I fell asleep standing up in my bathroom for 6 hours. Thats weird.... lol.
 
wow. Deja'vu and living in a dream. You explained my version of it amazingly.

Everytime I would lay down and get back up, it felt like I was being reborn. It was and probably will always be the best experience of my life.

Thank you for reminding me of that experience :)
 
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