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Last night I had my first experience with DXM, and am quite shaken up over it..anyways, here we go.
Too 10 pills of cough medicine with my friend (he took 12) at around 9:30. He had done it 4 or 5 times previous which is why he took a slightly larger dose. Anyways, around 11, I started feeling slightly groggy at the bar we were at, and was basically had no interest in what my other 3 friends were talking about. I wasn't drinking anything, and my other friend who had taken the medicine with me agreed that it wasn't doing much for him, just a very slight buzz and a little drowsiness.
Anyways, at around 1:30 am, all 4 of us went to one of our apartments and proceeded to down a few bowls of pretty good pot. At this point, the DXM had relatively little effect on me (it had felt like a very weak roll) but the pot got me pretty high and we were all laughing our asses off. At about 2, i could notice that my speech sounded slurred and had some slight difficulty in saying certain words. Also, my teeth felt very light and numb when I would press them together...I turned to my friend who had done the DMX with me and asked to drive home (he seemed ok, and is a very trustworthy and responsible kid) However, I started getting extremely paranoid that he wasn't ok to drive, and my friend and the other 2 guys tok 20 minutes to convince me he was ok.
So, we head down the elevator to the lobby, and go outside to walk the 4 or 5 blocks to the parking garage. Howvever, as soon as we got outside, I got extremely paranoid that we wouldn't find the car and cops would stop us on the street and interrogate us. My paranoia got so severe that I demanded that we go back up to stay with our other 2 friends in the apartment.
So, we head back into the lobby and I fucking lost it. I remember my friend saying "stay by the elevator" but i walked over to the security guard and all I remember is him asking me for a dime, over and over again. It was freaky and scared the living shit out of me. The next thing i remember is going up in the elevator with my friend and asking him what the hell happened.
We made it back to my friend's apartment and when i got in, paranoia took over. The guard had scared me shitless and I was losing all grips of reality and felt like my friends didn't care about me at all. For the next 2 or 3 hours, I thought I was in hell and felt like I would be stuck in my current state forever. It felt like reality. I rememeber my friends saying I was just flipping out, which actually comforted me a little because I was able to tell myself that my "hell" was just a bad trip. Another thing that freaked me out was that in my mind, I kept on breaking up words and forming new words, then trying to say them out loud..really freaky shit.
Anyways, as the sun started to rise, I felt a little more like myself and was able to fall asleep.
What do you guys think. Did the pot send me over the edge, or did it just take a really long time for thge DXM to kick in?
Too 10 pills of cough medicine with my friend (he took 12) at around 9:30. He had done it 4 or 5 times previous which is why he took a slightly larger dose. Anyways, around 11, I started feeling slightly groggy at the bar we were at, and was basically had no interest in what my other 3 friends were talking about. I wasn't drinking anything, and my other friend who had taken the medicine with me agreed that it wasn't doing much for him, just a very slight buzz and a little drowsiness.
Anyways, at around 1:30 am, all 4 of us went to one of our apartments and proceeded to down a few bowls of pretty good pot. At this point, the DXM had relatively little effect on me (it had felt like a very weak roll) but the pot got me pretty high and we were all laughing our asses off. At about 2, i could notice that my speech sounded slurred and had some slight difficulty in saying certain words. Also, my teeth felt very light and numb when I would press them together...I turned to my friend who had done the DMX with me and asked to drive home (he seemed ok, and is a very trustworthy and responsible kid) However, I started getting extremely paranoid that he wasn't ok to drive, and my friend and the other 2 guys tok 20 minutes to convince me he was ok.
So, we head down the elevator to the lobby, and go outside to walk the 4 or 5 blocks to the parking garage. Howvever, as soon as we got outside, I got extremely paranoid that we wouldn't find the car and cops would stop us on the street and interrogate us. My paranoia got so severe that I demanded that we go back up to stay with our other 2 friends in the apartment.
So, we head back into the lobby and I fucking lost it. I remember my friend saying "stay by the elevator" but i walked over to the security guard and all I remember is him asking me for a dime, over and over again. It was freaky and scared the living shit out of me. The next thing i remember is going up in the elevator with my friend and asking him what the hell happened.
We made it back to my friend's apartment and when i got in, paranoia took over. The guard had scared me shitless and I was losing all grips of reality and felt like my friends didn't care about me at all. For the next 2 or 3 hours, I thought I was in hell and felt like I would be stuck in my current state forever. It felt like reality. I rememeber my friends saying I was just flipping out, which actually comforted me a little because I was able to tell myself that my "hell" was just a bad trip. Another thing that freaked me out was that in my mind, I kept on breaking up words and forming new words, then trying to say them out loud..really freaky shit.
Anyways, as the sun started to rise, I felt a little more like myself and was able to fall asleep.
What do you guys think. Did the pot send me over the edge, or did it just take a really long time for thge DXM to kick in?