Get Up Kid
Bluelighter
DXM: Will it ever end?
*Reposted from Other drugs forum, asked to by Neural_Shock*
Sitting home one night, I decided that I wanted to experience a DXM Trip. I drank about 380mg of DXM from Robotussin. About 20 mins later I felt a slight pressure in the back of my head and a very warm and comfortable euphoria. I felt kinda drunk, but in a good way.
After an hour or so. The effects started comeing on strong. So I laid in my bed and... BAM! I was the most fucked up I've ever been. I didnt like it at all, I was confused, sweating, my heart was raceing and I was breathing like a maniac.
I couldnt walk right, I could barly move. I had the TV on and I was thinking the most fucked up things. I'd hear a sound on the TV and my brain would turn it into a waveform. I would close my eyes and see swirling colors and fucked up things like mountains. Then things started going bad. I didnt like the feeling I had, I couldnt think right or make a sentence. I started shakeing and my body felt like it was being electrocuted. I started crying and telling myself I was gonna die. This is when I knew I wasnt gonna be ok.
I stumbled to the phone and called my girlfriend, she wasnt home. So I went on-line to try and to find her. She was at a friends house and I told her I wasnt ok, and that I was scared. She came over with a friend and stared at me for a few mins. I was crying and I told her I think I was gonna die. At that point I couldnt move very well. She dragged me out of my bed and brought me for a walk. I could hardly walk, and was falling all over the place. Whenever a car would drive by, the sound would enter my brain and cause me to black out. I'd wake up with my head in my hands, crying and telling myself I wanted to die. At that point I wanted to kill myself. I couldnt handle it anymore. She brought me back home, and she left. I laid in my bed for the rest of the night. I couldnt move for the rest of the night. I just laid there and told myself I was gonna die.
This went on untill about 5 AM, when I closed my eyes. I felt my feet brushing up against the tops of trees and I felt myself flying through the sky. I saw the moon and the clouds. I saw a lighted tunnel. It was bright white and looked very heavenly. I heard a voice telling me that no one would hurt me. And that he would protect me. The voice told me to go into the light and everything would be ok. I contimplated for a second. Then thought to myself I dont want to die. And instantly I opened my eyes. I could move, I could walk. I was still kinda messed up, but I was physically ok now.
Im not a religious person, but this has been a life changeing experience. Im never touching DXM again, as long as I live. This is not a story telling you not to take DXM. Or that you should. All Im saying is that DXM is a powerfull drug. Be Carefull.
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There's no lesson to be learned
There's no one left to learn it
*Reposted from Other drugs forum, asked to by Neural_Shock*
Sitting home one night, I decided that I wanted to experience a DXM Trip. I drank about 380mg of DXM from Robotussin. About 20 mins later I felt a slight pressure in the back of my head and a very warm and comfortable euphoria. I felt kinda drunk, but in a good way.
After an hour or so. The effects started comeing on strong. So I laid in my bed and... BAM! I was the most fucked up I've ever been. I didnt like it at all, I was confused, sweating, my heart was raceing and I was breathing like a maniac.
I couldnt walk right, I could barly move. I had the TV on and I was thinking the most fucked up things. I'd hear a sound on the TV and my brain would turn it into a waveform. I would close my eyes and see swirling colors and fucked up things like mountains. Then things started going bad. I didnt like the feeling I had, I couldnt think right or make a sentence. I started shakeing and my body felt like it was being electrocuted. I started crying and telling myself I was gonna die. This is when I knew I wasnt gonna be ok.
I stumbled to the phone and called my girlfriend, she wasnt home. So I went on-line to try and to find her. She was at a friends house and I told her I wasnt ok, and that I was scared. She came over with a friend and stared at me for a few mins. I was crying and I told her I think I was gonna die. At that point I couldnt move very well. She dragged me out of my bed and brought me for a walk. I could hardly walk, and was falling all over the place. Whenever a car would drive by, the sound would enter my brain and cause me to black out. I'd wake up with my head in my hands, crying and telling myself I wanted to die. At that point I wanted to kill myself. I couldnt handle it anymore. She brought me back home, and she left. I laid in my bed for the rest of the night. I couldnt move for the rest of the night. I just laid there and told myself I was gonna die.
This went on untill about 5 AM, when I closed my eyes. I felt my feet brushing up against the tops of trees and I felt myself flying through the sky. I saw the moon and the clouds. I saw a lighted tunnel. It was bright white and looked very heavenly. I heard a voice telling me that no one would hurt me. And that he would protect me. The voice told me to go into the light and everything would be ok. I contimplated for a second. Then thought to myself I dont want to die. And instantly I opened my eyes. I could move, I could walk. I was still kinda messed up, but I was physically ok now.
Im not a religious person, but this has been a life changeing experience. Im never touching DXM again, as long as I live. This is not a story telling you not to take DXM. Or that you should. All Im saying is that DXM is a powerfull drug. Be Carefull.
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There's no lesson to be learned
There's no one left to learn it
