Lustmord
Bluelighter
saved this post, was going to submit it to another thread but decided that it shoudl deserve its own. I took about half a shot glass of zicam cough max.. i think i misdosed because I am freaking BEYOND what people say is the first plateau.... how retarded of me, had i been aiming for higher i'd be dead right now. was going hella allergic and scratching so i took some benadryl and now im cool.
anyways.... kinda love/hate trip. started good, had a couple rough moments, then a huge trip while laying down, now i got up and am typing this. anyways.. here is the post. sorry for the bad introduction i am freaking out of it right now.
"good lord
i dont know if this belongs here, but this is icrendibley hard to type out
im currently trippping on dxm, and i will say i am enjoying it very much. i had a bad moment a while ago when i thught i was going to die. had an out of body experience and was hanging out with my friends soul... she passed away this tuesday and right now im crying. but i got to hang out with her again and i thought that was the coolest thing ever... i wanted to stay (near death experience?? my body started going numb and i was blacking out) but she said that everything will be alright and we will hang out again some time.. got to say goodbye and i got to apologize for not helping her when she needed help most.
rest in peace.... the wait will be long but worth it
"
sorry if this doesnt follow strict guidelines of the board, i hope you will understand... i am very sad right now, and very tripping.. i followed the title guidelines but i couldnt look up the thread ones.
thanks for reading again.. im sure i will look back at this and smile when im sober.
substancecode_dxm
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_firsttime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
exptype_difficult
exptype_spiritual
anyways.... kinda love/hate trip. started good, had a couple rough moments, then a huge trip while laying down, now i got up and am typing this. anyways.. here is the post. sorry for the bad introduction i am freaking out of it right now.
"good lord
i dont know if this belongs here, but this is icrendibley hard to type out
im currently trippping on dxm, and i will say i am enjoying it very much. i had a bad moment a while ago when i thught i was going to die. had an out of body experience and was hanging out with my friends soul... she passed away this tuesday and right now im crying. but i got to hang out with her again and i thought that was the coolest thing ever... i wanted to stay (near death experience?? my body started going numb and i was blacking out) but she said that everything will be alright and we will hang out again some time.. got to say goodbye and i got to apologize for not helping her when she needed help most.
rest in peace.... the wait will be long but worth it
sorry if this doesnt follow strict guidelines of the board, i hope you will understand... i am very sad right now, and very tripping.. i followed the title guidelines but i couldnt look up the thread ones.
thanks for reading again.. im sure i will look back at this and smile when im sober.
substancecode_dxm
substancecode_dissociatives
explevel_firsttime
roacode_oral
exptype_positive
exptype_difficult
exptype_spiritual
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