IWantFentanylInMyShit
Bluelighter
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- Aug 5, 2023
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I haven't done that much dxm because I'm super sensitive to serotonergic drugs. I tried it but I get too scared to do enough to dissociate. I end up just getting colors brighter and increased tactile speed. I have extensive experience with k though. I feel that small amounts of dxm will make my vision sharper, outlines become more pronounced. While small amounts of k put a fog over my vision, things get whiter and almost try to go blurry. I once heard someone say that ketamine feels like they inhaled a bunch of helium and I can see that honestly. For me, mid doses of k make me full of wonder and bewilderment. I get back into my passions of math and chemistry, I enjoy philosophizing. If I do a little more, I "access the concious grid" where I can communicate very easily with facial expressions and body language alone. Where I consider thst everything is just physics, I can tell what others are thinking based off of body cues they display. Our brains can take wavelength patterns such as sound and break it down into coherent information, I feel off of a semi high amount of k, other patterns start to get digested into information as well. Give me a little more and this is where I go on the verge of a k hole, it feels close to salvia and I feel myself getting spun around a big loop back into my place. My vision starts to get smaller as the outline breaks off into curved geometric shapes and other people's consciousness and wavelengths feel like they're tangling with mine. Now if I do more, im k holing. This is where I get full on salvia like visuals. If I open my eyes, what I'm looking at will seem much bigger and more important. It'll seem as though it's inside itself and that there's a never ending loop of doors being in doors. I feel as though I'm sucked out from it all and floating to see reality from above and that my thoughts are portrayed for the whole world to see and judge. Usually I find it very tranquil and fascinating though it has been scary once. But even known it was scary, I was still absolutely fascinated. One time while in this state, I was unaware that what I was doing, that my friends could see and hear me and I did another line not fully aware what I was doing and I heard one say, "bro you did not
" and I looked to my friends and saw absolute mammals (humans). Their faces were unrecognizable. They looked very human, but they were creatures. Homosapiens if you will. I didn't know who was who nor could I understand what they were saying. My whole vision was pure black with a thin line waving on the right and that line was reality with my friends being circle like entities. I couldnt walk but I insisted on trying and I guess I just kept circling from the counter to the dresser speaking out random words from what seemed like coherent thoughts moving too fast as they said. It was a great experience to have and I've never regretted a khole. Idk much about dxm though.
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