maakshif
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DMX (708 mgs) - Semi-Experienced - Pleasantly Uncomfortable (Written two days later)
This is my first trip report so I hope everyone enjoys. I have tried DXM on several different occasions and different ways. This trip took place on Saturday Dec. 13, 2008. I'm male, 26 years old, and about 230 lbs. I was planning to do an extraction of Robitussin Max Str Cough, but unplanned events came up that prevented this from happening. I had two 4 oz bottles because the Wal-Mart I went to was sold out of 8 oz bottles. I was going to be tripping alone with my wife sitting with me to keep me company. The purpose for the trip was to try and get some insight on several events that have been taking place in my life over the last 4 to 5 months.
I started drinking the syrup about 6 p.m. and it took me about 10 min to get both bottles down. I was chasing with coca-cola and saltine crackers every so often because I was gagging pretty bad after a few swigs. My time was way off within a few minutes so I can't really give accurate assessments of how far along I was when things were happening.
About 15 minutes or so after ingestion I was on my computer listening to music and decided I wanted to go for a walk so I got my dog on her leash and my wife and I headed outside. We got about 30 feet from our house and I decided that it was a bad idea because of the cold and I was kind of scared of getting sick and freaking out in the middle of our subdivision so I went back inside. I went back to my computer and decided to try playing a game and after about an hour or so started feeling very dissociative and then the nausea came out of nowhere. I made it to the bathroom and the projectile vomiting was almost immediate. The whole time I was thinking this is bad, but it is necessary. I felt like the best thing for me was to get all the vomit out and things would be ok. I cleaned up the bathroom with a little help from my wife. She tried to do it, but she is 6 months pregnant and I felt that it was my responisbility since I messed it up. She got me a cool washcloth and helped me get myself cleaned up. At this point we had moved to our bathroom on the other end of the house and I was having real problems moving and standing.
We then moved to the couch and began watching TV. After an hour or two I wanted to move an object that was getting on my nerves. This turned into a bad idea as I got sick once again. This time it wasn't as bad as the first, but the only thought going through my head is that I am pleasantly uncomfortable in my body and experiences and that makes everything okay. I layed down with my head in her lap and became a part of whatever I was touching. If I moved any part of my body the slightest amount I felt like I had moved into a different world. Along with this I felt like different parts of my body were parts of different worlds. At about 9 p.m. we started watching the UFC fight which I became even more enthralled with than I normally do. It was truly fascinating to watch. During commercials I was going back to my computer to check and see if any friends had logged into the game that I was playing. Every step I entered a new dimension and I knew that I was walking like a robot, but the more I tried to correct it the more robotic I got. I almost, became obsessed with trying to correct it because I felt like I needed to be a robot. Also, the more I moved the more nauseous I got. When I laid down the nausea subsided.
After awhile the nausea began going away and I sat up and my wife and I were talking. I was trying to tell her what I was experiencing. This became a task because I was having a hard time talking. I felt like I was floating above myself telling my brain to tell my mouth what to say. It was a very interesting thing to say the least. I wasn't saying wild nonsense as much as it felt like I would say something to my physical self and then have to process it there all over again to speak it.
At about 11 p.m. or so I began a slight comedown and felt like I could move without nausea. I was feeling very good about everything in my life at this point. All of the negative things as well as the positive fit right into the feeling of being pleasantly uncomfortable. This had became the theme of my experience. I began to feel that all of the negative things in my life were just there to make me appreciate the positive and that I needed them to be able to live. At this point one of the greatest things I have ever experienced happened. I was once tripping shrooms and had a very in depth conversation with God and this new experience took the place of that. While sitting on the couch with my wife, she made a comment about something, and I cannont remember what it was no matter how hard I try, but when she made the comment I realized that she was my guardian angel. It was the absolute most beautiful moment in my life so far.
After a while one of my friends entered the game I was playing and we began talking. He needed some help with some stuff so I began the attmept to help. I was doing pretty good for the most part considering the state I was in. Luckily he understood because he was one of the first people I had ever tripped with many many years ago. We finally got finished doing what we had began in the game and decided to talk for a little while. I don't really remember much of the conversation except the end when I told him I was going to bed because I needed some rest for my anniversary on Sunday.
I got off of the game and shut down the computer and went and laid on the couch with my wife. We started watching some old TV shows that were favorites of ours growing up. I had tried going to sleep to no avail. We finally went to bed around 2 a.m. I drank several glasses of water in hopes of minimizing dehydration while sleeping and hoping it would help stop the grogginess when I woke up. I woke up about 10 a.m. and was at first expecting to feel cracked out and run down. I was completely wrong. I was totally refreshed and had a new view of life. I was happier than I had been in a long time. I could still see my wife as the angel from the night before which gave me an even greater sense of pride.
Overall this was one of the best experiences I have had tripping. It was completely different from any other trip I had taken, especially with DXM. I will definitely do this again one day, but not anytime soon. I am going to make the best of the new outlook this experience gave me which will hopefully stay fresh in my mind for a long time to come.
I hope everyone who reads this enjoys and thanks for taking the time to read and be a part of this piece of my life.
Maakshif
Erowid Submission ID: 75696
Author: Maakshif
Title: Pleasantly Uncomfortable
substancecode_dxm
This is my first trip report so I hope everyone enjoys. I have tried DXM on several different occasions and different ways. This trip took place on Saturday Dec. 13, 2008. I'm male, 26 years old, and about 230 lbs. I was planning to do an extraction of Robitussin Max Str Cough, but unplanned events came up that prevented this from happening. I had two 4 oz bottles because the Wal-Mart I went to was sold out of 8 oz bottles. I was going to be tripping alone with my wife sitting with me to keep me company. The purpose for the trip was to try and get some insight on several events that have been taking place in my life over the last 4 to 5 months.
I started drinking the syrup about 6 p.m. and it took me about 10 min to get both bottles down. I was chasing with coca-cola and saltine crackers every so often because I was gagging pretty bad after a few swigs. My time was way off within a few minutes so I can't really give accurate assessments of how far along I was when things were happening.
About 15 minutes or so after ingestion I was on my computer listening to music and decided I wanted to go for a walk so I got my dog on her leash and my wife and I headed outside. We got about 30 feet from our house and I decided that it was a bad idea because of the cold and I was kind of scared of getting sick and freaking out in the middle of our subdivision so I went back inside. I went back to my computer and decided to try playing a game and after about an hour or so started feeling very dissociative and then the nausea came out of nowhere. I made it to the bathroom and the projectile vomiting was almost immediate. The whole time I was thinking this is bad, but it is necessary. I felt like the best thing for me was to get all the vomit out and things would be ok. I cleaned up the bathroom with a little help from my wife. She tried to do it, but she is 6 months pregnant and I felt that it was my responisbility since I messed it up. She got me a cool washcloth and helped me get myself cleaned up. At this point we had moved to our bathroom on the other end of the house and I was having real problems moving and standing.
We then moved to the couch and began watching TV. After an hour or two I wanted to move an object that was getting on my nerves. This turned into a bad idea as I got sick once again. This time it wasn't as bad as the first, but the only thought going through my head is that I am pleasantly uncomfortable in my body and experiences and that makes everything okay. I layed down with my head in her lap and became a part of whatever I was touching. If I moved any part of my body the slightest amount I felt like I had moved into a different world. Along with this I felt like different parts of my body were parts of different worlds. At about 9 p.m. we started watching the UFC fight which I became even more enthralled with than I normally do. It was truly fascinating to watch. During commercials I was going back to my computer to check and see if any friends had logged into the game that I was playing. Every step I entered a new dimension and I knew that I was walking like a robot, but the more I tried to correct it the more robotic I got. I almost, became obsessed with trying to correct it because I felt like I needed to be a robot. Also, the more I moved the more nauseous I got. When I laid down the nausea subsided.
After awhile the nausea began going away and I sat up and my wife and I were talking. I was trying to tell her what I was experiencing. This became a task because I was having a hard time talking. I felt like I was floating above myself telling my brain to tell my mouth what to say. It was a very interesting thing to say the least. I wasn't saying wild nonsense as much as it felt like I would say something to my physical self and then have to process it there all over again to speak it.
At about 11 p.m. or so I began a slight comedown and felt like I could move without nausea. I was feeling very good about everything in my life at this point. All of the negative things as well as the positive fit right into the feeling of being pleasantly uncomfortable. This had became the theme of my experience. I began to feel that all of the negative things in my life were just there to make me appreciate the positive and that I needed them to be able to live. At this point one of the greatest things I have ever experienced happened. I was once tripping shrooms and had a very in depth conversation with God and this new experience took the place of that. While sitting on the couch with my wife, she made a comment about something, and I cannont remember what it was no matter how hard I try, but when she made the comment I realized that she was my guardian angel. It was the absolute most beautiful moment in my life so far.
After a while one of my friends entered the game I was playing and we began talking. He needed some help with some stuff so I began the attmept to help. I was doing pretty good for the most part considering the state I was in. Luckily he understood because he was one of the first people I had ever tripped with many many years ago. We finally got finished doing what we had began in the game and decided to talk for a little while. I don't really remember much of the conversation except the end when I told him I was going to bed because I needed some rest for my anniversary on Sunday.
I got off of the game and shut down the computer and went and laid on the couch with my wife. We started watching some old TV shows that were favorites of ours growing up. I had tried going to sleep to no avail. We finally went to bed around 2 a.m. I drank several glasses of water in hopes of minimizing dehydration while sleeping and hoping it would help stop the grogginess when I woke up. I woke up about 10 a.m. and was at first expecting to feel cracked out and run down. I was completely wrong. I was totally refreshed and had a new view of life. I was happier than I had been in a long time. I could still see my wife as the angel from the night before which gave me an even greater sense of pride.
Overall this was one of the best experiences I have had tripping. It was completely different from any other trip I had taken, especially with DXM. I will definitely do this again one day, but not anytime soon. I am going to make the best of the new outlook this experience gave me which will hopefully stay fresh in my mind for a long time to come.
I hope everyone who reads this enjoys and thanks for taking the time to read and be a part of this piece of my life.
Maakshif
Erowid Submission ID: 75696
Author: Maakshif
Title: Pleasantly Uncomfortable
substancecode_dxm
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