And it's a while later.....
And we're back!
Fun to read all the responses. I'm glad you all enjoyed it so much.
In answer to some of your questions, yes, I made up the name Blurpinkle and the youtube video. Without trying to blow the ego horn too much, you could say I am a semi celebrity that you could probably figure out if you dug a little bit... but because I'm not too keen on always letting my private trip tales and psychonaut adventures be all publicly known, especially with stuff viewed as sketchy as DXM, Blurpinkle is one of my many pseudonyms.
A stupid one at that because this forum ranks high in the search engines and so duhhhh.. boom first search on Blurpinkle brings up this DXM thread. Anyway.. I can always hide and say it's not me... but it is.. Anyway I digress.
DXM was not 'sad' to me as some of you have articulated. It was, as some other's have also mentions... a very rickety boat to sail the shamanic seas. That was my favorite response so far as it most closely nails what I was trying to describe.
I had fun, but I also got a bit raped... it's akin to going on different types of roller coasters. I LOVE roller coasters and theme park rides... there are some B&M coasters that are INSANELY intense, yet very smooth... as fast and crazy high and as many loops as they do, they don't.. "bang you up." You are not in pain when you get off.
Such is not the case with some old wooden roller coasters like the Cyclone in NYC and a few others in other states. They are fast and fun, but man, they are rough, and they beat the shit out of you, and you just don't want to ride them multiple times without some serious recovery time and then you think, "why ride that thing again when I can ride this new faster smoother coaster that doesn't beat me up!"
So that's kind of my feelings on DXM. I was just feeling like some psychedelic exploration and didn't have any means at the time to get shrooms or other things I prefer, so I checked out this shoddy coaster. It was fun, but I have not done it again since... even though I have a slight curiosity to ride again.. the roughness of the ride and recovery time does not seem attractive enough to really lure me too much.
Also.. sorry about my little attitude there with the mods. It was just some self defense mechanism. Whenever I spend time writing something and it gets wiped I can tend to get a bit defensive. I'm sure they were doing what they thought was best, maybe they thought I was just spamming for youtube hits or whatever, but I really DO see a certain color spectrum around me.. sort of a blurpinkle abalone combo.... or an inverse rainbow...
much like this:
Those colors exude off of me and everything... in waves..
- Blurpinkle -