RodJonse
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(Not sure if this belongs here or in trip reports, as it is not a completely thorough report, more of just a summary, also asking questions about other people's experiences)
So, about two days ago I got my chance to try PCP for the first time. I was over with my friend at his house and he produced from the bottom of his wardrobe drawer two small pills. After we talked about whether we had anything we needed to do during the duration of the trip (we concluded that we did not), we took the pills and waited.
What followed was one of the most profound experiences of my life. As it metabolized and the effects started to build, I first started feeling confident and euphoric, like I could accomplish anything I set my mind to. That went on for about 45 minutes. Then I saw my hands and legs, feet and arms stretch out to extreme proportions. We were like giants, walking around on a carpet floor was like running through a giant field and getting from one end of the house to the other seemed to take forever, as the floor felt like a foam sort of material even though it was wood and carpet. We went outside (took a while, as with any dissociative causing an out of body feeling and making it difficult to maneuver) and it's like our backyard was the entire countryside. We laid down and looked up at the stars which seemed to fluctuate in a strobe like pattern and race each other through space. When I closed my eyes I saw the most vivid spirals of energy. They were like chains of electricity and light, glowing and cycling through every hue of the rainbow. After what felt like an eternity of watching this magnificent light show with my eyes closed, I opened them and all of the patterns seemed to spill out into the sky, the chains floating up into space and forming constellations. It was incredible.
I fell asleep about an hour later (all in all I want to say I was wake for 5 hours of the trip) and had dreams about nature, the ocean, the stars, etc. When I awoke things still seemed a bit out of proportion and there were still some CEV's if I really focused and tried to bring them up, but the trip was for the most part over.
All in all, it was a fantastic experience. I know it's not something I can do again for a long time because of its potential for addiction and its potential for brain damage, but I'm so glad I did it. The only downside is that I think I'll never be able to enjoy K or DXM as much again (if I do them again), they just don't hold a candle to dust. With DXM I always feel kind of sick and it's never as profound, and with K I always find myself immobile throughout the entire experience, which I find to be too short. With dust, both of those problems were gone. I could move (although in a robotripping, stuck to the floor sort of way, but still better than being immobile) and the experience was hours of bliss. To my understand there's more of a derealization/depersonalition effect to PCP than K which bothers some people who try it, but seeing as I already suffer from both of those on regularly basis from my anxiety, I didn't notice much of a difference and I was definitely in control of myself the whole time. It's a damn shame so many are afraid to try this drug, considering it was absolutely beautiful for me, I think it's got more of a bad rep than it deserves...but then again, it might just not agree with most people. Either way, I don't knock something until I've tried it, and now I can say for myself, this is not the "drug from hell" so many people make it out to be...that would be datura. 8)
I also think the reason a lot of people have a bad time with it might be from the combo of cannabis/angel dust that many people try first. Seems to me like combining weed with anything that has potential to cause derealization and out of body feelings is just asking for anxiety.
I was wondering, of those of you who have tried angel dust, what kind experiences have you had? Good? Bad? Somewhat similar? Describe them to me, if you can.
So, about two days ago I got my chance to try PCP for the first time. I was over with my friend at his house and he produced from the bottom of his wardrobe drawer two small pills. After we talked about whether we had anything we needed to do during the duration of the trip (we concluded that we did not), we took the pills and waited.
What followed was one of the most profound experiences of my life. As it metabolized and the effects started to build, I first started feeling confident and euphoric, like I could accomplish anything I set my mind to. That went on for about 45 minutes. Then I saw my hands and legs, feet and arms stretch out to extreme proportions. We were like giants, walking around on a carpet floor was like running through a giant field and getting from one end of the house to the other seemed to take forever, as the floor felt like a foam sort of material even though it was wood and carpet. We went outside (took a while, as with any dissociative causing an out of body feeling and making it difficult to maneuver) and it's like our backyard was the entire countryside. We laid down and looked up at the stars which seemed to fluctuate in a strobe like pattern and race each other through space. When I closed my eyes I saw the most vivid spirals of energy. They were like chains of electricity and light, glowing and cycling through every hue of the rainbow. After what felt like an eternity of watching this magnificent light show with my eyes closed, I opened them and all of the patterns seemed to spill out into the sky, the chains floating up into space and forming constellations. It was incredible.
I fell asleep about an hour later (all in all I want to say I was wake for 5 hours of the trip) and had dreams about nature, the ocean, the stars, etc. When I awoke things still seemed a bit out of proportion and there were still some CEV's if I really focused and tried to bring them up, but the trip was for the most part over.
All in all, it was a fantastic experience. I know it's not something I can do again for a long time because of its potential for addiction and its potential for brain damage, but I'm so glad I did it. The only downside is that I think I'll never be able to enjoy K or DXM as much again (if I do them again), they just don't hold a candle to dust. With DXM I always feel kind of sick and it's never as profound, and with K I always find myself immobile throughout the entire experience, which I find to be too short. With dust, both of those problems were gone. I could move (although in a robotripping, stuck to the floor sort of way, but still better than being immobile) and the experience was hours of bliss. To my understand there's more of a derealization/depersonalition effect to PCP than K which bothers some people who try it, but seeing as I already suffer from both of those on regularly basis from my anxiety, I didn't notice much of a difference and I was definitely in control of myself the whole time. It's a damn shame so many are afraid to try this drug, considering it was absolutely beautiful for me, I think it's got more of a bad rep than it deserves...but then again, it might just not agree with most people. Either way, I don't knock something until I've tried it, and now I can say for myself, this is not the "drug from hell" so many people make it out to be...that would be datura. 8)
I also think the reason a lot of people have a bad time with it might be from the combo of cannabis/angel dust that many people try first. Seems to me like combining weed with anything that has potential to cause derealization and out of body feelings is just asking for anxiety.
I was wondering, of those of you who have tried angel dust, what kind experiences have you had? Good? Bad? Somewhat similar? Describe them to me, if you can.
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