Duality. Installment one, a personal experience in perception.

The supreme conundrum. All is perhaps one, or 2 existences

that are parrallel, yet not as a whole, at least in the terms

of human understanding and perception. Irritating

speculation, no?

As in one never "meets" the other, ordinarily (for us at least,

being homo sapiens).

We'll get into the personal experiences of converging them

both after the break. In the meantime, perhaps existing, for

however short or long a time, as we understand it. However,

for example take the the concept of the "other," the second

universe (or however you would define it, based on individual

perception). Shamans know this, have for eons. Many

ancient, indigineous cultures, in fact.

I myself have witnessed this concept personally, which is

what I will now elaborate on.

For one, currently I feel I am connected to my surroundings,

existence as we know it, everything within the realm of my

personal perception, inside and out. This is no recent

realization. The connections felt between flesh and "soul"

(my own), fauna, flora, and their inhabitant environments (I

believe), one can admit in all seriousness, even under oath

perhaps for those naysayers, those nabobs, has always been

with me, and by means no simple farce or delusion.

The most sincere truth, sense one certainly doesn't possess

as a certainty. Its most common form of strength comes

with solitude, away from the heinous and insulting sounds

and sights of industry, red neon lights, flashing bulbs,

concrete, failed versions of "quality" once sought after by

great minds and visionaries, at least as such as collectively

deemed.

Personally, in my experience, nature, particularly any

desolute and beautiful is the strongest connection I have

felt, however sublte, or intense, for that matter. Once, after

imbibing 600mg of dextromethorphan hybromide, with

perhaps 20mg diazepam for the jitters, to my pleasant

surprise, my intuition was validated. Not only was I, the

Earth Mother (Gaia), but it in fact, was also me. The

language of one particularly hardy fellow. The specimen was

a large, quite old, and elegant creature. Some species of

large tree, perhaps maple or oak. Timleless. This was, oddly

enough, starting at the very beginning of the path and my

psychonautical and physical journey. Interesting enough

now, the divine experience occurred upon retiring for the

evening (I don't much care for mosquitoes, despite their

obvious interest in consuming consuming the plasma they

consume post-lance and drain, but perhaps the various

compounds running the the blood stream.

Perhaps, may be part of them as well.[/color][/color][/size]

To be continued,

-Too Sea Boyante
 
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