Drunk

[Ariela]

As I sit here drunk
Not sober for the first time in so long
I remember you and miss you
And I remember what you said
And I finally understand what I couldn't understand
Because you were drunk, and I wasn't
I remember what you said
When you said "That's what I want"
And I was afraid to think that was what you meant
But it was
You wanted me too
So now I'm drunk and alone
And wanting to tell you that's what I want too
But I can't
Because you're with her
So I'll stay here drunk
And missing you
And wishing I could have that back.
[This message has been edited by Ariela (edited 25 November 2000).]

 

[cherub]

ahhhhh my dear sweet ariela,
You know when we get DRUNK,, and we have all been there we see things differently sometimes. I really have such a heart for you my friend,
anytime you need me I here for you.
Soon we will have so much to hug talk and cry about sweetie
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Just takes one angel to change a life
~~~~CHERUB~~~~
Aka: Mommyhen
~I still belive in your eyes~-Gigi D'Agostino

 

[bc]

wow.
doi ever identify with that...
bc
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**Proud to be an Official member of the Stuck-Up/8-Up Crew**
"Fuck PLUR! it's all about hardcore ass fucking!!"
We'll make great pets...

 

[Angelight]

sweetie,
this was excellent...

 

[dazedraver]

heh
this is so odd
*is actually sitting and drinking from a similar reason*
I feel ya.
cheers.
jj

 

[Ariela]

Bumping this because after over 6 months and a huge amount of change, there really are some things that always stay the same. You really never do win. Remember that, my friends. :-/
[This message has been edited by Ariela (edited 07 July 2001).]

 

[ice-9]

oh wow....sitting here in my own drunken stupor i really connected. awesome words.

 

[Noodle]

...not drunk here, but I can sympathize with your regret.

 

[el toro grande]

but ariela, what happens when you win? does life end there? and what if fate didn't deal you the out-come you desire? it wasn't meant to be. can you live with that thought? why rail against destiny and live a life of regret, when we can embrace the unknown, and see just how much fullfilment we can achieve. don't get me wrong, i do sympathise, lots (see my thread Torn), but sometimes we need to let time take it's anesthetic effect and move on.