Opiates, they just make EVERYTHING PERFECT...anxiety, gone. deppressed,gone. boredom, gone. needing to shit, gone,lol. Why I'm on Subs for about 3 years now, though still an opiate, doesn't compare to ya know, morphine,oxy,diludid,hydrocodone even.
Benzo's-I have ALWAYS had bad Socical Anixeity, though sometimes I wonder if I fucked myself with my Gaba receptors in HS that when abusing valium/wine/liquor combo's like crazy when i was 15-17....
Amphetimines-Gotta watch this one... Always enjoyed them, but have been doin crystal lately(not alot alot) but find myself liking it more, and thinking about it more..turns me into a sex crazed maniac, looove to talk, and music sounds awesome. Went through an adderall phase when I was 21/22 for a few months, going on week long binges with my 60 count bottles..but since I've done crystal the last few times, I enjoy but definatly don't want that habbit, espically after all these ohter damn habbits...think it's mostly outta boredom from being on Subs so long or some shit.
Weed- Good with certain drugs, well evrery drug. Nice to sit back and just smoke and chill after work, esp whilst on opiates, IMO. Don't like to get blasted anymore,but just a few hits to potentiate other drugs...makes food taste better, things funnier..damn drug test at the clinic though.
don't likes
coke- to damn expensive and it's not even good anymore..just makes me sit around thinking about the next line, and makes me anixous..
dxm-ughhh the itching!!!! okay for a cheap buzz at lower doses, but goddamn that painful itch, would be enjoyable without that..
booze-lost alll my taste for booze when I started opiates. Fun on occasions, but, eh, I'll pass until there is no opiates or weed around, then I start drinking again...loved my boxes of wine...