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Drug Wench Major Appreciation Thread

thanks again all of u! currently staying wiv sweet P (were close friends now......luv ya hun <3)
sorry ive bn so absent from TDS (and BL altogether) lately - mixture of reasons really (lifes hectic, meth withdrawal, fatigue from emerging hep C symptoms......benzo wd....evrything lol) but of course seeing this thread again well.....had to give u my own update
its gd to know i got a network of ppl who genuinely care!

captain heroin, thanks heaps for ur PMing me.....that meant a lot

and im fucking glad to see who got the new mod positions (ur both gd guys, and PA and i r gd friends; i can vouch for wat a kind-hearted guy he is :) so as usual the rest of the mod team made a couple of gd choices)

i miss being a mod
had to give up a lot of my life as benzo wds got worse (including my dedication to show-jumping - maverick is now being leased out for the next 3.5 yrs.....luckily hes gone to a great home; in fact i sometimes get a bit scared hell end up liking bex - the chick i leased him out to - more than me.....she can offer him a home with stables/a fancy rig, she lives on the property etc.....)

ive bn diagnosed again with BPD - and finally accept that yes, i do suffer from it.....its fairly mild compared to some ppl here and like evrything else i plan to fight it with therapy (one thing at a time - need to get off benzos/done first!)
so thats the reason i get so sensitive and hurt (then hurt myself) wen ppl even say stuff about the way i type ffs

anyway u all still mean a lot to me - i hav not given up on TDS....ill b back (in the words of the terminator ;))
 
So great to hear from you hun! <3
I cannot possibly imagine that Mav will like Bex more than you, he will forever have a special place in his huge heart for you!
I hope that things continue to get better for you lovely girl, you deserve the best life has to offer.
I also ordered Sweet P to give you a hug from me, I hope she delivered! ;) =D
Much love hun <3
 
Fucking great to hear from you DW :) . I was wondering how you where doing since i havent talked to you in ages. I asked Sweet P to tell you i said hi. I hope you continue to get better and keep up the good job in detoxing off the drugs. Your pretty damn strong to be able to detox off benzos and methadone not to mention crystal meth! So hat's off to you on that.

Hopefully we will talk soon as i miss talking to you alot.

Much love to you

<3<3<3

Bye
 
Great to see you back DW. :) It's good to hear that you're doing well and staying strong.

Your down to earth, honest and soul baring anecdotes and advice have helped me more than you probably think, as our direct communication when you were mod was fairly limited.

You always "kept it real" and your genuine empathy and compassion for people struggling with addictions helped me gain a better perspective of my own struggles and inner demons. For that I will be forever grateful. All the best to you and the ones you love. Peace out.
 
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