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Bluelighter
I'm interested in your attitudes towards drug dealers. I'm a product of a classic middle-class family and was brought up believing drugs=bad, dealers are the scum of the earth who will do anything for money, including (and even, especially) hooking little kiddies on free heroin to get life-time users. I didn't touch any hard drug until I was 30 - when a friend who I really respect and trust dragged me off to a club, and shared a pill with me - I'm now a regular (if infrequent) clubber, and love the combination of friends, pills and music.
I'm an afficionado of the stronger pills, take up to 3 or 4 a night (while spacing the nights out to every 6 weeks or so) and love getting off my head. I get my pills from a friend who gets them in bulk and sells them to us for very little or no profit for reasons of his own. He's a normal guy - steady worker, good job, likes to party - but of course, in the eyes of the law (and in reality) he is a drug dealer. And face it - if I couldn't get e from him, I'd be getting it from anyone who sold quality pills, knowing very little about what other drugs they sell, what their selling practises are - and while I'd like to uphold my own moral standards, frankly I probably would deliberately not seek to know. But this makes me feel odd - I still haven't cast off my nice middle-class prejudice against drug dealers in general, and feel nothing for them when they get bust. (Unless they are cops as well, in which case I'll jeer them to their cells).
How do you guys feel - does it bother you to support dealers? Is your dd your best mate? Do you hate contacting him/her - or do they pop around for tea with you? Do you have standards of what type of dealer you deal with? (Hi, I'm DD, a AAA-certified DD who demands proof of age, freedom from addiction etc before selling, has a limit on the number of pills I'll supply to anyone in a given period, and only supply genuine tested E at a reasonable markup
) Tell me where you are at.
ROT
...on a mission to eradicate my own hypocrisy
I'm an afficionado of the stronger pills, take up to 3 or 4 a night (while spacing the nights out to every 6 weeks or so) and love getting off my head. I get my pills from a friend who gets them in bulk and sells them to us for very little or no profit for reasons of his own. He's a normal guy - steady worker, good job, likes to party - but of course, in the eyes of the law (and in reality) he is a drug dealer. And face it - if I couldn't get e from him, I'd be getting it from anyone who sold quality pills, knowing very little about what other drugs they sell, what their selling practises are - and while I'd like to uphold my own moral standards, frankly I probably would deliberately not seek to know. But this makes me feel odd - I still haven't cast off my nice middle-class prejudice against drug dealers in general, and feel nothing for them when they get bust. (Unless they are cops as well, in which case I'll jeer them to their cells).
How do you guys feel - does it bother you to support dealers? Is your dd your best mate? Do you hate contacting him/her - or do they pop around for tea with you? Do you have standards of what type of dealer you deal with? (Hi, I'm DD, a AAA-certified DD who demands proof of age, freedom from addiction etc before selling, has a limit on the number of pills I'll supply to anyone in a given period, and only supply genuine tested E at a reasonable markup

ROT
...on a mission to eradicate my own hypocrisy