crazy_lil_1
Bluelighter
Damn you for makin an appearance in my town
I haven’t thought of you since the last time you were down
I thought the feelings had left and I no longer cared
About the times we had together and the life that we had shared
You should have just looked straight ahead as you drove past
I wanted to smash your face in and kick your ass
The rage built the moment I looked up
I saw a car I recognised
I didn’t realise it was you until I saw your stupid face staring at me
Fuck off!
Get the fuck out
What are you doing back here?
What makes you think that you have any right to look at me!
You don’t have that privilege anymore
How dare you come to my town and drive past my car you fucking asshole!
Its been a fucking month one fucking month since I thought of you
4 weeks since I had any feeling towards you at all
Just so you know too its not a feeling of love anymore
Its anger
I am angry with you for being able to have so much power over me
For having the power to make me want to die
For having the power to make me shed so many tears for you
For you
You human being
You one person
You asshole
Everyone is sick of it, I know
Everyone is over it
Even my own mother is telling me I need to move on!
i cant talk to anyone about it anymore, cos they ARE over it.
Good on them for getting over it so quickly!
They no longer care! they have their own shit to deal with
They know they can talk to me about anything
but I would hate to fucking burden them with my shit that is killing me inside
stop thinking about it, its just gonna play on your mind
its hard for you to say, the more I try not thinking, the more I am thinking.
Read a book, watch a movie.
I remember when I bought this book… you picked on me for being a nerd
Fuck it
Movie: ah yes… this was my favourite movie of all time, and you bought it for me on DVD for xmas
Fuck it!
Why don’t I willow around in my unit and remember the times we shared together in here?
NO!
Because I am stronger than that, I can move on from you. You aren’t worth it like you think you are! You can call me any name under the sun to make yourself feel better! But I hope you know you will never be better than me!
You didn’t have any power, it was the voices not you!
Your not as strong as you believe, you are weaker because you run
Because you try to escape!
Because you make shit up about me to make yourself look better
Why do you do that Justin?
Is it because you realise that everything that is true about me is awesome and you need to make shit up to make me look bad!
Is it not possible for anything true about me to be wrong?
Am I that powerful Justin???!!!
I must be you weak little mortal.
I haven’t thought of you since the last time you were down
I thought the feelings had left and I no longer cared
About the times we had together and the life that we had shared
You should have just looked straight ahead as you drove past
I wanted to smash your face in and kick your ass
The rage built the moment I looked up
I saw a car I recognised
I didn’t realise it was you until I saw your stupid face staring at me
Fuck off!
Get the fuck out
What are you doing back here?
What makes you think that you have any right to look at me!
You don’t have that privilege anymore
How dare you come to my town and drive past my car you fucking asshole!
Its been a fucking month one fucking month since I thought of you
4 weeks since I had any feeling towards you at all
Just so you know too its not a feeling of love anymore
Its anger
I am angry with you for being able to have so much power over me
For having the power to make me want to die
For having the power to make me shed so many tears for you
For you
You human being
You one person
You asshole
Everyone is sick of it, I know
Everyone is over it
Even my own mother is telling me I need to move on!
i cant talk to anyone about it anymore, cos they ARE over it.
Good on them for getting over it so quickly!
They no longer care! they have their own shit to deal with
They know they can talk to me about anything
but I would hate to fucking burden them with my shit that is killing me inside
stop thinking about it, its just gonna play on your mind
its hard for you to say, the more I try not thinking, the more I am thinking.
Read a book, watch a movie.
I remember when I bought this book… you picked on me for being a nerd
Fuck it
Movie: ah yes… this was my favourite movie of all time, and you bought it for me on DVD for xmas
Fuck it!
Why don’t I willow around in my unit and remember the times we shared together in here?
NO!
Because I am stronger than that, I can move on from you. You aren’t worth it like you think you are! You can call me any name under the sun to make yourself feel better! But I hope you know you will never be better than me!
You didn’t have any power, it was the voices not you!
Your not as strong as you believe, you are weaker because you run
Because you try to escape!
Because you make shit up about me to make yourself look better
Why do you do that Justin?
Is it because you realise that everything that is true about me is awesome and you need to make shit up to make me look bad!
Is it not possible for anything true about me to be wrong?
Am I that powerful Justin???!!!
I must be you weak little mortal.
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