I see the needle he is holding it wont give it up. I beg plead Ill save you half the shot I know I took suboxone but it might work I need to try. He gives me a sick devilish grin as he shoves the needle into my forearm pushing down the plunger before I can protest. "You fucking asshole missed the damn shot" I say as I lunge for the rig. I take it as the car swerves I slam it into my vein on feeling alone I am a fucking professional after all. All of a sudden I feel warm not a proper rush but warm. I look up and we are crashing bam!!! we hit a car parked car and dude jumps out. I jump in the drivers seat thinking cops got to go!!!. Now I am driving but I don't recognize this place where the fuck am I? The rest of the dream is me running from the cops though I never see them they must be chasing me.
I wake up covered in sweat "fuck just a dream" no heroin no needles. I think about smoking a bowl to calm down but it seems pointless nothing but the real thing will satisfy. Unfortunately I have no connect I burned all those bridges in a moment of self righteousness I thought I am done with that shit. Now I realize that shit was important it was my salvation and my death rolled into one. Oh what I would do to feel that sting that sweet sweet taste. One day we will reunite it will be a good day.
I wake up covered in sweat "fuck just a dream" no heroin no needles. I think about smoking a bowl to calm down but it seems pointless nothing but the real thing will satisfy. Unfortunately I have no connect I burned all those bridges in a moment of self righteousness I thought I am done with that shit. Now I realize that shit was important it was my salvation and my death rolled into one. Oh what I would do to feel that sting that sweet sweet taste. One day we will reunite it will be a good day.
