cj187
Bluelighter
I had a very powerful experience on DPT a few days ago and I can't stop thinking about it. I've used it plenty of times, but mostly at low doses. I had one intense trip a year ago that showed me its ego dissolving power. After my most recent experience I'm even more in love with it.
I wasn't planning on tripping, but I had been thinking about DPT recently. A few days previously, I was looking at H.R. Giger artwork and it reminded me very much of DPT. Its dark and a bit frightening, but also beautiful in a strange way, a blend of macabre and sexual themes. I decided to convert some DPT to freebase and put it in my freebase pipe so it would be ready to smoke later.
On the day of the trip I spent the whole day at home and I was feeling bored and apathetic. Suddenly I had the urge to have a beer or two to relax and take some DPT. I'll try not to go into graphic detail, but the sexual aspect of DPT is often a major part of the experience for me. I wouldn't use other psychedelics in this way but DPT is different. It seems like a paradox. It's powerful and produces religious feelings, but it's so kinky and hedonistic at the same time.
I'm pretty cautious with drugs and usually pretty conservative with my dosages compared to most people I see on these forums. The idea of snorting a fat line of a reality shattering psychedelic scares me. When I take DPT, I start off smoking it since it's not a big commitment. I'll smoke a little bit at a time, then if I like where the trip is headed, I'll start snorting small bumps of it. I usually don't get much of a drip, and I think it's because I snort about 10mg at a time then wait a few minutes.
After I smoked an unknown amount, I weighed out 55mg and snorted it over the course of an hour. By the time I finished it, the trip was getting intense. I smoked a little more and laid down. I could feel my body fading in and out of existence and my senses were starting merge together. The music I was listening to sounded amazing. I heard so much that I had never noticed before.
I had porn playing throughout most of the trip. I wasn't focused on it the whole time, but it really set the mood. Most psychedelics can be very erotic, but not really in the same way as DPT. LSD for example makes me feel like an animal and amplifies sensorial stimulation. DPT on the other hand is sexual in a more abstract, spiritual way. It's puts more focus on the power and submission aspects of sex. If you have any interest in kinky shit, DPT will surely bring it out. I spent much of the trip slipping in and out of a state of ego death, writhing in ecstasy, feeling like I was having sex with the universe. I turned off my air condition because it felt so good to be hot and sweaty. I remember at one point when I wasn't fully disintegrated I thought I was an oozing, slithering mass of wormlike creatures. I know that might sound like a weird thing to experience, but it was remarkably pleasurable.
The body load is an important component of a DPT trip for me. Some people say it's uncomfortable, but I think it feels amazing. I would go as far as to say that DPT is one of the least uncomfortable psychedelics I've tried. Its a lot different from other body loads. It isn't just a side effect, it's inseparable from the mind trip. I love the way it completely overpowers you and all you can do is let yourself lose control. I can see how somebody who is afraid of completely letting go and losing themself in the trip could find it uncomfortable.
In the past, I haven't considered DPT to be very visual. During this trip, however, I saw the most amazing open eye visuals I've ever seen. It was like a moving, colorful Giger painting. At times. there seemed to be a bright glowing haze throughout my apartment, similar to a stereotypical depiction of heaven. The closest thing I can compare the trip to visually is ayahuasca. There is another thing that was happening that's difficult to describe. It was like I could see some of my thoughts. Like I would think something and see it as mental imagery, but there was no real line separating mental imagery from what I was actually seeing. I guess it's a form of synesthesia.
The effects came in waves. During the most intense points, I would lose all awareness of reality and all of existence would seem to collapse into a singularity, just a vibration that I could hear and feel with the entirety of my being. This happened many times, but I don't think it ever lasted very long. During the lulls in intensity there was still a lot of weirdness. At one point in the trip, reality would seem to change in a profound way that I can't even describe. It was like I kept traveling between alternate versions of reality. It was pretty disorienting when I tried to walk around. It was like my apartment would rearrange itself every few seconds. I can recall a brief moment when I was outside my body standing next to myself and I thought, "Okay, who all is here? It's me and this other guy, who is he again? Oh wait, that's just me". It's hard to remember some parts of the trip because what I was experiencing was so different from ordinary perception.
As much as I value my DPT trips, I wouldn't describe all of it as fun. When things get intense, it isn't "good" or "bad", it's everything, it's pure existence. To be honest, I can't disagree with people who say that DPT is frightening. It's scary in an exhilarating way. You just have to have faith in the fact that you'll be okay, let yourself go, and let the drug do what it does. It's pretty much what I imagine it would be like to go skydiving.
Compared to other psychedelics, the fear aspect of DPT seems without consequence. In my experience, it's more akin to the fear of imminent physical danger than to the deep existential despair and self doubt caused by something like LSD or mushrooms. I think DPT may be more likely to cause an unpleasant experience, but less prone to causing lasting psychological trauma. I can't speak for everybody of course. I guess how you react to it depends on what you are afraid of.
Immediately after the trip, I felt like I wouldn't want to have an experience like that for a very long time, but there's something very seductive about it that makes me want more. I'll probably give 4-HO-DPT another shot before I take DPT again. I haven't been impressed by it so far, but I feel like I should give it a chance. It does seem like it can be DPT-like at high doses, although the body load is pretty rough compared to DPT in my experience.
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I wasn't planning on tripping, but I had been thinking about DPT recently. A few days previously, I was looking at H.R. Giger artwork and it reminded me very much of DPT. Its dark and a bit frightening, but also beautiful in a strange way, a blend of macabre and sexual themes. I decided to convert some DPT to freebase and put it in my freebase pipe so it would be ready to smoke later.
On the day of the trip I spent the whole day at home and I was feeling bored and apathetic. Suddenly I had the urge to have a beer or two to relax and take some DPT. I'll try not to go into graphic detail, but the sexual aspect of DPT is often a major part of the experience for me. I wouldn't use other psychedelics in this way but DPT is different. It seems like a paradox. It's powerful and produces religious feelings, but it's so kinky and hedonistic at the same time.
I'm pretty cautious with drugs and usually pretty conservative with my dosages compared to most people I see on these forums. The idea of snorting a fat line of a reality shattering psychedelic scares me. When I take DPT, I start off smoking it since it's not a big commitment. I'll smoke a little bit at a time, then if I like where the trip is headed, I'll start snorting small bumps of it. I usually don't get much of a drip, and I think it's because I snort about 10mg at a time then wait a few minutes.
After I smoked an unknown amount, I weighed out 55mg and snorted it over the course of an hour. By the time I finished it, the trip was getting intense. I smoked a little more and laid down. I could feel my body fading in and out of existence and my senses were starting merge together. The music I was listening to sounded amazing. I heard so much that I had never noticed before.
I had porn playing throughout most of the trip. I wasn't focused on it the whole time, but it really set the mood. Most psychedelics can be very erotic, but not really in the same way as DPT. LSD for example makes me feel like an animal and amplifies sensorial stimulation. DPT on the other hand is sexual in a more abstract, spiritual way. It's puts more focus on the power and submission aspects of sex. If you have any interest in kinky shit, DPT will surely bring it out. I spent much of the trip slipping in and out of a state of ego death, writhing in ecstasy, feeling like I was having sex with the universe. I turned off my air condition because it felt so good to be hot and sweaty. I remember at one point when I wasn't fully disintegrated I thought I was an oozing, slithering mass of wormlike creatures. I know that might sound like a weird thing to experience, but it was remarkably pleasurable.
The body load is an important component of a DPT trip for me. Some people say it's uncomfortable, but I think it feels amazing. I would go as far as to say that DPT is one of the least uncomfortable psychedelics I've tried. Its a lot different from other body loads. It isn't just a side effect, it's inseparable from the mind trip. I love the way it completely overpowers you and all you can do is let yourself lose control. I can see how somebody who is afraid of completely letting go and losing themself in the trip could find it uncomfortable.
In the past, I haven't considered DPT to be very visual. During this trip, however, I saw the most amazing open eye visuals I've ever seen. It was like a moving, colorful Giger painting. At times. there seemed to be a bright glowing haze throughout my apartment, similar to a stereotypical depiction of heaven. The closest thing I can compare the trip to visually is ayahuasca. There is another thing that was happening that's difficult to describe. It was like I could see some of my thoughts. Like I would think something and see it as mental imagery, but there was no real line separating mental imagery from what I was actually seeing. I guess it's a form of synesthesia.
The effects came in waves. During the most intense points, I would lose all awareness of reality and all of existence would seem to collapse into a singularity, just a vibration that I could hear and feel with the entirety of my being. This happened many times, but I don't think it ever lasted very long. During the lulls in intensity there was still a lot of weirdness. At one point in the trip, reality would seem to change in a profound way that I can't even describe. It was like I kept traveling between alternate versions of reality. It was pretty disorienting when I tried to walk around. It was like my apartment would rearrange itself every few seconds. I can recall a brief moment when I was outside my body standing next to myself and I thought, "Okay, who all is here? It's me and this other guy, who is he again? Oh wait, that's just me". It's hard to remember some parts of the trip because what I was experiencing was so different from ordinary perception.
As much as I value my DPT trips, I wouldn't describe all of it as fun. When things get intense, it isn't "good" or "bad", it's everything, it's pure existence. To be honest, I can't disagree with people who say that DPT is frightening. It's scary in an exhilarating way. You just have to have faith in the fact that you'll be okay, let yourself go, and let the drug do what it does. It's pretty much what I imagine it would be like to go skydiving.
Compared to other psychedelics, the fear aspect of DPT seems without consequence. In my experience, it's more akin to the fear of imminent physical danger than to the deep existential despair and self doubt caused by something like LSD or mushrooms. I think DPT may be more likely to cause an unpleasant experience, but less prone to causing lasting psychological trauma. I can't speak for everybody of course. I guess how you react to it depends on what you are afraid of.
Immediately after the trip, I felt like I wouldn't want to have an experience like that for a very long time, but there's something very seductive about it that makes me want more. I'll probably give 4-HO-DPT another shot before I take DPT again. I haven't been impressed by it so far, but I feel like I should give it a chance. It does seem like it can be DPT-like at high doses, although the body load is pretty rough compared to DPT in my experience.
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It's strange, when I look back to early DPT reports on Erowid, almost all of them talk about intense fear, even if they were rewarding trips, and almost across the board people were saying it felt "sinister" or something similar. Intense fear and discomfort. But these days most people say that it's nothing to fear and isn't sinister at all.
