I want to experience an opioid high to fullest extent I can achieve orally. Most research I've come across is constant pressure to IV or atleast insufflate. I won't even get blood drawn at the doctor so there... ive cried everytime i have to get an iv, so its out of the question for me. I don't like to insuffulate anything it has always given me a headache, have tried with benzos.. i'm scared of fillers and the burn. I think I have enough to get one good high.. 13 4 mg pills, probably won't be able to get much more if any, and even though i got an amazing deal on them from a friend with chronic pain, they are too expensive for me to get elsewhere. He is also rarely prescribed hydromorphone and usually given vicodin or percs. anyway, i dont expect to ingest all 13 of them lol ill probably sell the rest, i just want to know from the experts how many pills id realistically have to take to get a good high. i generally dont have problems with addiction to opioids, i had like 80 percs when i got my breast implants 2 years ago, another 80 for my revision, and recently 40 vicodin for when i got them removed. i'm not finished with the vicodin yet... i don't get a craving to take them.. i've taken up 4-5 pills at a time. Same with Tramadol. Had 10 mg oxy pills from the same friend but I only took 1, maybe 1 and a half at the same time... I've never felt truly high from any of them, but was scared to take more for fear of overdosing, so like an idiot i'd just drink with them or smoke weed and then everything would feel weird.
I'm not happy about some of the dangerous drug combinations ive done when i was going through hard times, like 10 mg of oxy with vicodin, xanax, klonopin and then drank on top of it many many many times. the worst that has happened on that was not being able to fully remember what happened once i wake up, but i can remember like 50%. some reading made me realize how dangerous this can be now, and probably going to stick to xanax or klonopin+alcohol for those nights since that always gives a beautiful feeling. It is almost impossible for me to get drunk without benzos, I despise shots, usually just drink wine or fire bull, but ive tried taking shots and i just end up peeing out alcohol before i can get beyond buzzed.
Anyway,
i'd like to just take the dillys on their own. Or possibly with klonopin. I'm long term prescribed that for bad anxiety and usually take 1-3 mg but i have routinely skipped days and not felt the slightest urge to take it or withdrawal feeling. So I'm ok with not taking it as well. Whatever you think will be a better experience. also have vicodin if that could somehow enhance the opioid high without being dangerous.
ive only taken dillys twice, just one 4 mg pill, but drank with it and had xanax/klonopin and weed. So I can't attribute any fucked up feeling to the dilly alone. But I want to. I'd just like to experience some sort of euphoria one time
I'm not happy about some of the dangerous drug combinations ive done when i was going through hard times, like 10 mg of oxy with vicodin, xanax, klonopin and then drank on top of it many many many times. the worst that has happened on that was not being able to fully remember what happened once i wake up, but i can remember like 50%. some reading made me realize how dangerous this can be now, and probably going to stick to xanax or klonopin+alcohol for those nights since that always gives a beautiful feeling. It is almost impossible for me to get drunk without benzos, I despise shots, usually just drink wine or fire bull, but ive tried taking shots and i just end up peeing out alcohol before i can get beyond buzzed.
Anyway,
i'd like to just take the dillys on their own. Or possibly with klonopin. I'm long term prescribed that for bad anxiety and usually take 1-3 mg but i have routinely skipped days and not felt the slightest urge to take it or withdrawal feeling. So I'm ok with not taking it as well. Whatever you think will be a better experience. also have vicodin if that could somehow enhance the opioid high without being dangerous.
ive only taken dillys twice, just one 4 mg pill, but drank with it and had xanax/klonopin and weed. So I can't attribute any fucked up feeling to the dilly alone. But I want to. I'd just like to experience some sort of euphoria one time
