I know it seems like a radical treatment option(opioids) but this is the end of line for the op. I'm sure he/she has been prescribed Wellbutrin and all the other "common" depression meds. What's the big deal? You guys all have serious depression(I presume) . You know what it's like, it's fuckin life destroying in some cases. Op's dr. Is really trying to help, no matter the cost(maybe his license) to help his patient. That's admirable IMO. I've found great relief with opiates, prescribed forr chronic pain, but they work wonders with my depression/anxiety, and with a lot of my mental issues. That's the only time I can bear to leave my house is when I take my pain meds. If this dr. Thinks they can help the op then what's the issue? He knows the op much better than any of us. I think this is the future as far as severe never ending , drug resistant depression. As long as the patient understands the risks, which It seems the op definitely does, then hey more power to ya. I'm glad some dr.s are actually trying to help. A lot more would try this course of treatment when all others failed if they weren't petrified of losing their licenses and the Feds. Most won't even prescribe opiates for chronic pain without the patients suffering for years and losing everything, by then it's too late to keep them in the life they once had and worked for. Mental pain, to me anyways, is on par or even worse than physical pain IMHO. With mental health there's a stigma attached that makes most of us not want treatment, in and out of treatment, countless meds that don't work and drs that treat us like were subhuman stupid morons. Most of us I think are really pretty smart, but yet were treated with such disdain by drs, both psychiatrists and gp's(too a slightly lesser degree). This drs exhausting all options for his patient instead of just writing him/her off and writing pointless scripts for drugs with little chance of being effective cause op has probably gone through tons of drugs of all fams, ssri,ssni,maoi etc...
And hey if the kpins work for you a bit that's awesome, I'm happy they do, I know others who take it and it works wonders for them too. Now look at the difference in ops dr and mine on this issue. I get/got kpins for years, told him over and over that they didn't help at all, guess what he does? That's right he keeps shoving them in my face and keeps writing that damn script, no instructions to taper or switch meds, nope! So your dr is alright as far as I can tell, seems like he genuinely wants to help, that's awesome. I don't think he's trying to trick you, well I hope not. I think that would be unethical but what do I know. Anyway I wish you luck, fuckin severe depression is the worst, cliffy
