the_ketaman
Bluelighter
DOC, IV Oxycodone/Methylphenidate, Alprazolam, Cannabis. Exp. Trip to the hospital...
I have been really into drugs since I was 13. When I first tried pot it was magical the places this readily available weed would take me in my mind, I can remember id be able to eat something and make it taste like something 10x better. Times changed though and as I lost the "Magic" and tolerance/addiction to pot started its process I became interested and familiar with many different drugs, first speed, MDMA, K, Acid. I loved the places these drugs would take me and I still do love psychedelics and opiates, ive just calmed down a lot because I became somewhat obsessed with new drugs and new experiences im sure ive tried 25+ drugs which is nothing compared to many here but its a lot for me so I just have fun with my favourites when I can these days. I love LSD, GHB, Ketamine, DMT, Heroin, Morphine, Valium among others but I never seem to come across these favourites, Meth and shitty adulterated "E" pills is all that people seem to like around here. Anyway this little story is from when I was around 18(im 21 now). At the time I was quite addicted to injecting Oxycontin, Ritalin and had a xanax tolerance that still hasnt quite left me till this day. Its strange other benzo's I dont need quite as much but I still need 6mg after years of not using. My advice is to not get a tolerance in the first place. The reason i got that high would have been because I used it so much when WD'ing(which I did often) and also used with my opiates frequently. Im surprised I never had a fit or any significant WD symptoms(cept for once!). Anyway on to the story...
I used to have this mate who could get any friggin drug you could think of(RIP my friend), RC's, Psychs, all the drugs that are hard to get in Australia. He was a great mate and I met him at the perfect time in my life when I didnt have a lot to lose and I was always keen to get on a drug bender. Id never met anyone like this guy and we had some great experiences. Anyway someone at his Uni had some DOC and gave him a ton so he gave me some. Previously I had tried some Of this batch with 1 hit of LSD and some 2C-I and it was amazing, so stupid me thought I had this sussed, I was wrong!
The thing was that the packages came in 3.5mg doses so I could make a rough guestimate of that. I smoked somewhere in the vicinity of 2-3.5mg of DOC and at the time I was quite depressed just wanting to get out of it, I think I may have been in opiate withdrawals. I would have been smoking enough pot to kill a dog, in short I ended up in a bad place that I needed to get out of. I can remember being so unbelievably depressed. After a few hours of this insanity and in a bid to feel normal again, I topped it off and had 6mg xanax & 40mg IV Methylphenidate+ 80-160mg IV Oxycontin after the xanax took effect(This lil pseudo-speedball was my fav for awhile but so dangerous, I do not advise using this combo, I OD'd a few times) and if I remember correctly the OC/Rit in same rig.
I remember just rushing so hard, but the xanax and opiates mask any anxiety, paranoia and some physical discomfort caused by methylphenidate(and all stims for me now, methamphet can be HELL for me if im not careful) I seem to remember feeling fine but the second my mum saw me she knew there was something wrong. She'd seen me seriously fucked up before in many different ways and usually just calmed me down and that would be the end of it, the times when I wasnt ok was when I was completely out. Unfortunately shes found me OD'd on the bathroom floor twice and once in my bed(IV Oxy-Xanax) and thats just opiate OD's(though I guess you could call this an opie OD but its the meth and DOC that really did it im sure). I was pale and after she checked my pulse the look on her face was enough to freak me out even though she was trying to calm me down. I ended up going in the ambo to hospital and had an extremely high pulse(cant remember what sorry, think 180+BPM) I think they gave me something and then I just remember going crazy at everyone. I remember running around the A&E ward naked (aside from the hardly concealing hospital gown) going off at cops,nurses & docs that my mum and sister spiked my drink with valium which obviously didnt happen but for some reason I can still remember a nurse coming to me with a piece of paper that said I had valium in my system, this never happened, weird or what!
Anyway all I can remember is just going nuts running around being an idiot, im sure there was more to it but I was totally delerious.
Somehow I managed to avoid a trip to the psych ward which is actually quite surprising. I cant remember what happened after this but im alive today and since broken free of my wreckless drug using days. Im suprised im alive after all the things ive done to myself, I dont regret any of it though. All of my drug use has brought me to something positive, except methamphetamine, that stuff is just shit all round.
The moral of the story, BE CAREFUL WITH RCS PEOPLE!!! I was extremely irresponsible and will never disrespect chems like this again. Have fun people but remember to be safe also. Bluelight is a great place and ive gained most of my knowledge from here over the years. Read and learn if you plan on using new drugs and if they are RC's get a scale!
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I have been really into drugs since I was 13. When I first tried pot it was magical the places this readily available weed would take me in my mind, I can remember id be able to eat something and make it taste like something 10x better. Times changed though and as I lost the "Magic" and tolerance/addiction to pot started its process I became interested and familiar with many different drugs, first speed, MDMA, K, Acid. I loved the places these drugs would take me and I still do love psychedelics and opiates, ive just calmed down a lot because I became somewhat obsessed with new drugs and new experiences im sure ive tried 25+ drugs which is nothing compared to many here but its a lot for me so I just have fun with my favourites when I can these days. I love LSD, GHB, Ketamine, DMT, Heroin, Morphine, Valium among others but I never seem to come across these favourites, Meth and shitty adulterated "E" pills is all that people seem to like around here. Anyway this little story is from when I was around 18(im 21 now). At the time I was quite addicted to injecting Oxycontin, Ritalin and had a xanax tolerance that still hasnt quite left me till this day. Its strange other benzo's I dont need quite as much but I still need 6mg after years of not using. My advice is to not get a tolerance in the first place. The reason i got that high would have been because I used it so much when WD'ing(which I did often) and also used with my opiates frequently. Im surprised I never had a fit or any significant WD symptoms(cept for once!). Anyway on to the story...
I used to have this mate who could get any friggin drug you could think of(RIP my friend), RC's, Psychs, all the drugs that are hard to get in Australia. He was a great mate and I met him at the perfect time in my life when I didnt have a lot to lose and I was always keen to get on a drug bender. Id never met anyone like this guy and we had some great experiences. Anyway someone at his Uni had some DOC and gave him a ton so he gave me some. Previously I had tried some Of this batch with 1 hit of LSD and some 2C-I and it was amazing, so stupid me thought I had this sussed, I was wrong!
The thing was that the packages came in 3.5mg doses so I could make a rough guestimate of that. I smoked somewhere in the vicinity of 2-3.5mg of DOC and at the time I was quite depressed just wanting to get out of it, I think I may have been in opiate withdrawals. I would have been smoking enough pot to kill a dog, in short I ended up in a bad place that I needed to get out of. I can remember being so unbelievably depressed. After a few hours of this insanity and in a bid to feel normal again, I topped it off and had 6mg xanax & 40mg IV Methylphenidate+ 80-160mg IV Oxycontin after the xanax took effect(This lil pseudo-speedball was my fav for awhile but so dangerous, I do not advise using this combo, I OD'd a few times) and if I remember correctly the OC/Rit in same rig.
I remember just rushing so hard, but the xanax and opiates mask any anxiety, paranoia and some physical discomfort caused by methylphenidate(and all stims for me now, methamphet can be HELL for me if im not careful) I seem to remember feeling fine but the second my mum saw me she knew there was something wrong. She'd seen me seriously fucked up before in many different ways and usually just calmed me down and that would be the end of it, the times when I wasnt ok was when I was completely out. Unfortunately shes found me OD'd on the bathroom floor twice and once in my bed(IV Oxy-Xanax) and thats just opiate OD's(though I guess you could call this an opie OD but its the meth and DOC that really did it im sure). I was pale and after she checked my pulse the look on her face was enough to freak me out even though she was trying to calm me down. I ended up going in the ambo to hospital and had an extremely high pulse(cant remember what sorry, think 180+BPM) I think they gave me something and then I just remember going crazy at everyone. I remember running around the A&E ward naked (aside from the hardly concealing hospital gown) going off at cops,nurses & docs that my mum and sister spiked my drink with valium which obviously didnt happen but for some reason I can still remember a nurse coming to me with a piece of paper that said I had valium in my system, this never happened, weird or what!
Somehow I managed to avoid a trip to the psych ward which is actually quite surprising. I cant remember what happened after this but im alive today and since broken free of my wreckless drug using days. Im suprised im alive after all the things ive done to myself, I dont regret any of it though. All of my drug use has brought me to something positive, except methamphetamine, that stuff is just shit all round.
The moral of the story, BE CAREFUL WITH RCS PEOPLE!!! I was extremely irresponsible and will never disrespect chems like this again. Have fun people but remember to be safe also. Bluelight is a great place and ive gained most of my knowledge from here over the years. Read and learn if you plan on using new drugs and if they are RC's get a scale!
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