Broken_LCD
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Oct 11, 2008
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- 229
I don't say everything. Most of the time I run out of time in the session and next week another issue more pressing comes to mind instead of what I was talking about last week. I don't tell her where I get my drugs from, and I don't tell her that my dad and I split scripts a lot, and random pills. Not because of my age or anything, because I'm an adult, I just don't want it to come back to him. I'm not home most of the time anyway, I do a lot of couch surfing, my father and I come together for pharmaceuticals.
I also like you don't tell her when I have major slip ups. I mean I'm a daily drug user, but I don't tell her most of the time when I really go off on a bender, unless it's really bothering me. Just because I know what she is going to say..."why did you, what were your feelings leading up to that, did something trigger you..." etc.
The only thing that is bugging me right now with her is that she wants me to think of objectives and things I want to get accomplished in therapy. But I don't want to do that yet, I just kind of want to talk to someone who is un-biased and doesn't know anyone in my life to get a different perspective and it feels good to bitch and complain to someone. I want to tell her that but I feel like I'm telling her how to do her job or something.
I also like you don't tell her when I have major slip ups. I mean I'm a daily drug user, but I don't tell her most of the time when I really go off on a bender, unless it's really bothering me. Just because I know what she is going to say..."why did you, what were your feelings leading up to that, did something trigger you..." etc.
The only thing that is bugging me right now with her is that she wants me to think of objectives and things I want to get accomplished in therapy. But I don't want to do that yet, I just kind of want to talk to someone who is un-biased and doesn't know anyone in my life to get a different perspective and it feels good to bitch and complain to someone. I want to tell her that but I feel like I'm telling her how to do her job or something.