do you remember your first time???

Mistress X

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Hi....
Saturday night I rolled for the first time and it was one of the top three most amazing experiences of my entire life. Truly, I think it changed my life. I am partly afraid because I put something in my body that I don't know much about [stupid]. But mostly I am really excited.
For the last three hours I have been reading virtually all of your comments and questions, just trying to take it all in! So please indulge me while i tell you about my first time!
I did it at a dance club with two or my "party friends." These girls knew everyone. We didn't wait in any lines, we didn't pay for anything, and damn was that cool! They said I handled it really well; they were having fun watching me have fun! I didn't get sick, although I almost freaked because suddenly I felt like I was walking in a bubble. (But I grabbed my sister's friend and he just talked back down to earth....)
I read someone's comment that a way to enhance your roll is to suppress it. Even though this was my first time, I think that this was why I enjoyed it so much. I didn't want to be obvious that I was rolling, although I swear half the people there were on it too. Nonetheless, I tried to maintained my composure and I really got off on that self-control. It was like my little inside joke! Tee hee!
The down side to all of this is that I have read some of your comments that rolling has lost its luster or "the Scene" is boring some of you now. I hope this doesn't happen to me! The way I feel right now is ecstasy...I guess that's why this is so neat for me. Surely I am not still rolling, but I am definitely high on the memory and the freedom I felt!
Well, thanks for letting me share...I had to get that out!
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God evidently does not intend us all to be rich, or powerful, or great, but He does intend us all to be friends...Emerson
 
There is already a topic about "Do you remember your first pill?" on THIS page...
ManiE
 
wow thats nice to hear. It always feels a little special to hear someone talk about their first time. well welcome to the world of ecstasy (I love it)
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PLUR !
 
yes Welcome to Bluelight =)
Well just a word of advice for you to keep your roll going great everytime you do it...
MODERATION AND KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TAKING.
PLURness
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DrgnFly
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i'm very happy for you. these experiences give you a lot of positive material to work with, and really leave you peaceful and content. congrats, and try to remember this feeling. it is possible to learn what ecstasy has to offer, and to be able to look at the world through those glasses when you're not on it. Hopefully, all the time!
Concentrate on the feelings, not the chemicals. Use the scene and give to it, don't become used by it.
When you hear comments like "the scene is going downhill" understand that when you repeatedly use ecstasy, it doesn't pack the same euphoric rush as the initial times. So if you take the same couple hundred people, have them party week in, week out, the scene is going to degenerate. People will lose motivation, users will become abusers, and the e degenerates from being a sacrament to being an intoxicant. Keep aware of this in your life and in the community around you.
Keep the faith, remember to smile, use your heart, don't be afraid to love.
 
To Mani
Obviously I am new at this so I really don't need you to chastise me for posting my message in the "wrong" place.
How sad that even here, if you had your way, my thoughts and feelings must be reserved for the "right place"...
 
Mistress X,
I didn't mean to be in any way agressive and I welcome to this board. It was just an advice, as you could have erased your post and post it again under the existing topic. If everybody starts a new topic for every post, without checking if it already exists, you will soon realize that you won't be able to read half of the topics as they will disapear on the second page almost instantly. We already have 2 "favorite porn stars" topics on this page!
I don't want to be bossy but it is a form of respect to all other posters.
ManiE
 
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