Cyrus
Bluelighter
i think addiction is just habituation.
Hmmmmm name another disease that can be cured by willpower alone.
Its called go to a doctor have him give you an exam and look over , and get yourself a legal prescription .
So you're saying if you stop taking insulin for a week or 10 days diabetes goes away?
-KING
If you literally hear voices in your head, you probably have a different kind of disease. Addicts don't hear voices normally...
I go back and forth between believing that it's a disease and it's just simple lack of self-control. But my therapist made a good point the other day... he said that it's "...just too insane for it not to be a disease." And, he's right. All the scheming, the running around, the time and money... at the end of the day when all of that effort has resulted in your picking up just a few bags or a rock or whatever, and it's fucking 10 o'clock at night... that's insane.
So, part of me thinks that yes, yes it's definitely a psychological disease. But then the other part of me says no, no it's not a fucking disease. I just need to tell myself "no, no more..." and then stop. So, therefore, it's self-control and not a disease. And, honestly, some people do quit that way, and I know myself... that's how I'll quit using. I'm stubborn and arrogant as hell and always have been, and I over-think and intellectualize everything so the whole group meetings and shit will just never work for me.
Done ^