Deathvalley69
Greenlighter
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- Jul 10, 2015
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Since the summer when I bought a whipped cream dispenser, I've been using nitrous on and off. Sometimes I'll go a month without doing it, while sometimes I'll do it consecutive weekends in a row (usually like 12 chargers in one night. I usually do two chargers at once). I used to love it. However, recently every time I've done nitrous it's been a negative, unpleasant experience. At first I get the normal euphoric rush and tingling sensations, but then I drift off without realizing it into this strange, dark, paranoid, obsessive compulsive thought loop. It's hard to explain. I have OCD (not severe) so I'm assuming the nitrous is just exacerbating it. But whatever I do, I can't avoid this weird thought pattern when I do nitrous. I always tell myself I'm not going to let it happen but before I realize it I'm in that weird place again. Have I done too much nitrous? Maybe my run with the drug is over. I honestly don't think I want to do it anymore. It used to be like the best thing ever but now it's just uncomfortable. Has anyone had a similar experience? Has nitrous affected you differently over time?