hello fellow bluelight users been a long time reader and decided to make an account to get your opinions
so first things first I am in my mid 20's very shy quite person don't tend to talk much to other people which really pisses me of cause I would love to be outgoing and make friends but I find it hard.I feel like I need that pill to take away the nerves and give me that bit of confidence to go out there and be the man I know I can be. i am well aware of the dangers of benzo use long term but feel like I have no other option my quality of life is 0 atm. Seeing the Doctor and asking for a benzo is a waste of time and propanol has no affect. What would your next step be? What's the best benzos to start on and what dosage?
