ColtDan
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Ok just returned back from another experience with DMT. it was no ego death experience that ive had before, i decided i wouldn't go balls-out this time and find out what a low dose would be like. plus being sensible, no alcohol was involved this time.
setting: my bedroom, warm, dressing gown, facebook, youtube, feeling comfortable and good. although a bit hungry. one of my favorite songs ever playing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhv76ZwV8P0
feeling very anxious about hitting the pipe... as i usually do. anyone whos fully experienced this stuff knows how crazy it can be, its not to be taken lightly. treat it with respect i tell myself. breathe deeply. prepare. gather up the confidence. ride with the experience. never panic, roll with it. lyrics of the song "come save me baby.... im callin...." play and i let rip. think smoke fills the pipe and enters my lungs. parsley, dmt, parsley layer. not very harsh. but tastes like shit. HOLD...........
i feel a tinge of regret
let rip again........ HOLD....... everything starts to vibrate
"come be with me babe....... come as you areeeee........" ♪
wobble, shake
BOOM everything expands. im pulled forwards. there is no boundrys. everything expands. moving, dancing, vibrant colors. beautiful, liquid. reality is an illusion. huge female presence becomes apparent as felt in previous experiences. she loves me. everything is energy. im feeling sharp euphoric love, connected to everything. there are no limits. the moment is perfect. there is no time. boundless, limitless. sound didnt completely mess up this time. i can hear the music, although it sounds a bit warped. it moves me. i close my eyes, there is a female presence dancing, moving, swirling for me. i open them to "see" everything. yet im not seeing anything. im not looking at the music video, im not even aware im moving my eyes.
"free falling baby....awake before im down....." ♪ i feel myself dancing. im rubbing my legs, my arms, dancing around in my seat. opening and closing my eye lids, watching the incredible imagery playing for me. closing my eyes brings on incredible stunning color and people dancing. pure euphoria and love. everything is fluid and electric. i recall everything moving in a synchronous order, yet i can never recall what. everything moves perfectly. everything is perfect. everything is connected, we are one
then i came back and felt sick, heavy and tired. but then shortly after i felt fine
there was no sense of relief as felt in ego death experiences, just a feeling of "that was fucking groovy"
it was good, not as spectacular as before in the fact the previous times everything melted, went crazy then i dissolved into a different dimension and met entitys, including this female entity who fucked me, and returned feeling re-born, but that was a nice little experience. reflecting on it now seems like a distant dream, i cant even remember the fine details of it now. but then again this happens on the others. im not sure on the quality of the DMT i smoked as i didn't feel sick, heavy and find myself yawning after wards the other times but... yeah
as said before, everybody needs to try DMT. its enlightening
peace
setting: my bedroom, warm, dressing gown, facebook, youtube, feeling comfortable and good. although a bit hungry. one of my favorite songs ever playing http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nhv76ZwV8P0
feeling very anxious about hitting the pipe... as i usually do. anyone whos fully experienced this stuff knows how crazy it can be, its not to be taken lightly. treat it with respect i tell myself. breathe deeply. prepare. gather up the confidence. ride with the experience. never panic, roll with it. lyrics of the song "come save me baby.... im callin...." play and i let rip. think smoke fills the pipe and enters my lungs. parsley, dmt, parsley layer. not very harsh. but tastes like shit. HOLD...........
i feel a tinge of regret
let rip again........ HOLD....... everything starts to vibrate
"come be with me babe....... come as you areeeee........" ♪
wobble, shake
BOOM everything expands. im pulled forwards. there is no boundrys. everything expands. moving, dancing, vibrant colors. beautiful, liquid. reality is an illusion. huge female presence becomes apparent as felt in previous experiences. she loves me. everything is energy. im feeling sharp euphoric love, connected to everything. there are no limits. the moment is perfect. there is no time. boundless, limitless. sound didnt completely mess up this time. i can hear the music, although it sounds a bit warped. it moves me. i close my eyes, there is a female presence dancing, moving, swirling for me. i open them to "see" everything. yet im not seeing anything. im not looking at the music video, im not even aware im moving my eyes.
"free falling baby....awake before im down....." ♪ i feel myself dancing. im rubbing my legs, my arms, dancing around in my seat. opening and closing my eye lids, watching the incredible imagery playing for me. closing my eyes brings on incredible stunning color and people dancing. pure euphoria and love. everything is fluid and electric. i recall everything moving in a synchronous order, yet i can never recall what. everything moves perfectly. everything is perfect. everything is connected, we are one
then i came back and felt sick, heavy and tired. but then shortly after i felt fine
there was no sense of relief as felt in ego death experiences, just a feeling of "that was fucking groovy"
it was good, not as spectacular as before in the fact the previous times everything melted, went crazy then i dissolved into a different dimension and met entitys, including this female entity who fucked me, and returned feeling re-born, but that was a nice little experience. reflecting on it now seems like a distant dream, i cant even remember the fine details of it now. but then again this happens on the others. im not sure on the quality of the DMT i smoked as i didn't feel sick, heavy and find myself yawning after wards the other times but... yeah
as said before, everybody needs to try DMT. its enlightening
peace
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