The first time I broke through on DMT, I peaked for at least half an hour, and the after effects lasted DAYS. I literally couldn't stop crying because I was so happy. When I did it, it made me feel like every moment up until that point happened the specific way it did JUST so that moment could exist. Everything connected in my mind. I was connected to every single person I've ever known and they were all sending love through my body.
Woke up the next morning (well over 12 hours after doing it) STILL tripping. So hard that I broke down and cried to my parents for hours. I kept crying out of happiness constantly for two days straight.
It was like I felt all the happiness and love and goodness that I'd ever felt before, but all again at the same time.
Also I had seizures for about 20 minutes of the peak lol.
I can see why you would want a DMT trip to last forever. It's an amazing world and an amazing feeling. But if real, sober life was all trippy and confusing and fucked up like a dmt trip, wouldn't it just become what you're used to and wouldn't it become mundane over time? Would there be a different drug (in the DMT world) that creates a world different than the dmt world? Would you use it and then wish life was different like that drug or would you not even do drugs because your world is exactly the way you want?
What I mean is THIS world is full of PLENTY of beauty. Learn to appreciate what you have and how things are, because we are very lucky to exist at all. Imagine if some alien ripped some deems and was teleported to OUR world. Would he think it's beautiful? Would he wish he could stay longer because he's tired of his world?
But anyway, you have to appreciate sober life the way it is. And it was your brain who created what you saw. It's in your head somewhere, go find it
