not_broken_420
Bluelighter
My housemates and I have really enjoyed and learned from exploring DMT over the past few months. I had my first real breakthrough in January 2008, one I'll never forget. I'm getting more comfortable with it, and respecting it more and more each time I take the trip to that world.
One night a few weeks ago, I was home with my roommate A. I had just moved back into the house after a bad breakup with my boyfriend who had just kicked me out of his place. I didn't really feel like going out, even though it was a Saturday night. I was still kind of depressed. A said that he was going to have a DMT session, because he needed it after how hectic his life had been lately. He offered me some, and I accepted. After he smoked his alone, I took the bong, which he had loaded up, and went into my room with some good music.
I wasn't in the right mindset for the trip; I was unable to "let go." I also set my hoodie's sleeve on fire after taking my first hit, which was kind of distracting, haha. This time I got the beautiful visuals but it was not necessarily a profound experience. I expressed my disappointment to A, and he said, "Just rip the hell out of this." and proceeded to light the bong for me. I got two huge hits and said, "I'm going in my room...after I get this last bit," cleared the bong, and ran into my room. I had green lights on so it was nice and relaxing, and I hit "play" not really knowing what would come on. It was Vibrasphere-"Ensueno," a fucking amazing song with hauntingly beautiful female vocals.
I threw my glasses down on the bed and was overcome by euphoria, so strongly that I was writing around on the bed in ecstasy with a huge grin on my face, my head wrapped up in my goose down comforter. The trip had an extremely strong female presence. I saw this beautiful woman fractalized all over everything..I'm getting chills listening to "Ensueno" right now and thinking about how breathtaking the visuals were. I think she was the same entity that was over me like a mother comforting a baby in my first breakthrough experience.
When I opened my eyes I was overcome with a sense of peace, and I realized that the woman's message was that I need to rebuild my sense of self-worth, and embody that strong internal strength and beauty. I also need to keep my sense of independence and not depend on a guy for happiness. I am so thankful for this experience..it was truly needed at the time and I realized so much because of it.
substancecode_DMT
One night a few weeks ago, I was home with my roommate A. I had just moved back into the house after a bad breakup with my boyfriend who had just kicked me out of his place. I didn't really feel like going out, even though it was a Saturday night. I was still kind of depressed. A said that he was going to have a DMT session, because he needed it after how hectic his life had been lately. He offered me some, and I accepted. After he smoked his alone, I took the bong, which he had loaded up, and went into my room with some good music.
I wasn't in the right mindset for the trip; I was unable to "let go." I also set my hoodie's sleeve on fire after taking my first hit, which was kind of distracting, haha. This time I got the beautiful visuals but it was not necessarily a profound experience. I expressed my disappointment to A, and he said, "Just rip the hell out of this." and proceeded to light the bong for me. I got two huge hits and said, "I'm going in my room...after I get this last bit," cleared the bong, and ran into my room. I had green lights on so it was nice and relaxing, and I hit "play" not really knowing what would come on. It was Vibrasphere-"Ensueno," a fucking amazing song with hauntingly beautiful female vocals.
I threw my glasses down on the bed and was overcome by euphoria, so strongly that I was writing around on the bed in ecstasy with a huge grin on my face, my head wrapped up in my goose down comforter. The trip had an extremely strong female presence. I saw this beautiful woman fractalized all over everything..I'm getting chills listening to "Ensueno" right now and thinking about how breathtaking the visuals were. I think she was the same entity that was over me like a mother comforting a baby in my first breakthrough experience.
When I opened my eyes I was overcome with a sense of peace, and I realized that the woman's message was that I need to rebuild my sense of self-worth, and embody that strong internal strength and beauty. I also need to keep my sense of independence and not depend on a guy for happiness. I am so thankful for this experience..it was truly needed at the time and I realized so much because of it.
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