K9Unit
Bluelighter
N,N,DMT 8th or7th time...Revealing the New Reality.
N,N,DMT 8th or7th time...Revealing the New Reality.
Its has been far to long since I have had the undeserving honor of collapsing my reality with this wonderfull tryptamine, I was able to aquire 500mg of DMT, and after several tripps ranging doses from 20mg-65mg, I finaly decided to give it a go at 80mg...Take a tripp with me down "Dead Reality Avenue"
12\15\01 6:00pm Eastern Time, 1 hour of medetitaion has been completed, my thoughts are clear, my emotions in check. Its time to Fall down the Rabbit Hole. I prepare my V-Chamber Glass pipe and measure out an 80mg freebase crystal of N,N,DMT, I give reality one last glance and I begine to Vaporize the DMT within my V-Chamber.Within a few seconds the 80mg crystal has fully vaporized and the smoke is bein held within the large chamber of the pipe......here goes nothing. I inhale....As the hars dull black smoke travels down my treacha into my lungs, the taste of plastic resonates through my mouth and up my nasal cavity, with in 15seconds I exhale. and I slowly begine to count down from 30...at one second intervals. 30, 29, 28, 27.........3, 2, 1......Nothing....WHAAAAAM! It hits me like a tone of bricks. I Start to feel as if I am falling off the tallest mountain. My Vision still station well within the boundries of reality, My thoughts are no longer my own, there is a vioce inside me, soothing me, telling me, "Today my son, is the day, close your eyes and take a look at me" I do as he says, and as soon as I close my eyes I am standing in a dark room, in which I have never been, yet remember so well. Theres someone watching me, stalking me, seeking out to find me, to hurt me, to bring pain to me, I can just feel it. I know that I am not alone within this room and from the shadows of darkness a robed man...no a robed ethernal apperation aproaches me, he talks to me, hes telling me. "Today is the day my son, for you have seen the light, yet you have not seen the truth" Off and under an etheral hand manifests inself at the exact center that my line of vision is imposed on....Pointing at a random direction to a series of 3 doors. One marked Truth, One Marked lies, leaving one unmarked....Out of nowhere I feel a push, A suden rush, as if fired from a cannon through the door marked "lies" only to find my self atop the town I live in, atop the school I attend. Floating high above the skies, observing these sheep, in human cloathing going on about thier useless, worhtless, Meaningless lives. and only a short time ago I was one of them. Here the robbed apperation apears before me agian, agian soothing me with his words. "my son, do you see what these people do, how they live? This is not the way the gift of life should be experianced" He then agian fades away. and I am left there to decide how and where I should spend the rest of my "real" life. I blink, and then Agian I find my self within this dark room, staring at the door marked truth. Agian I feel the force pushing me, through the door into another dark room, were the entire universe is going through Retro-Creation, all the galaxies, solar systems, starts, planets, comets, metors, neubulas, everything was just coming back to gether at such a fast pace coming toghether to form a uniform state of concious matter. And there next to me, is the robber apperation, telling me. "This my son, this is your father, your mother, your brother, your sister, and anyone you ever knew, will know, will see, and will ever hear about, this is the all father" Then this uniform piece of matter, begines to vibrate, but I feel as if it is talking to me, Telling me its grand porpose. the story of its demise, and its plans for reincarnation. In a sudden I find my self back agian at the doors, staring at the unmarked door for what feels like an eternaity, and the force is not coming back to push me like it did before......so I just walk through, and find my self back in my room, still experiancing mild effects of the DMT tripp, very LSD like visuals, that lingered on for another 45,in or so. The Entire tripp took an entiernity to end.......I was glad, yet saddened by the disconnecvity from the truth.
its been 4days now since that tripp...I am still contemplating what it really ment....So far I have it down to this.....The big bang is not an explosion of just matter. Its a schism within a central conciousness, a split with in its own mind, and the only reason we exists, is to one day bring the central mind to its former self.
[ 21 December 2001: Message edited by: K9Unit ]
[ 25 December 2001: Message edited by: K9Unit ]
N,N,DMT 8th or7th time...Revealing the New Reality.
Its has been far to long since I have had the undeserving honor of collapsing my reality with this wonderfull tryptamine, I was able to aquire 500mg of DMT, and after several tripps ranging doses from 20mg-65mg, I finaly decided to give it a go at 80mg...Take a tripp with me down "Dead Reality Avenue"
12\15\01 6:00pm Eastern Time, 1 hour of medetitaion has been completed, my thoughts are clear, my emotions in check. Its time to Fall down the Rabbit Hole. I prepare my V-Chamber Glass pipe and measure out an 80mg freebase crystal of N,N,DMT, I give reality one last glance and I begine to Vaporize the DMT within my V-Chamber.Within a few seconds the 80mg crystal has fully vaporized and the smoke is bein held within the large chamber of the pipe......here goes nothing. I inhale....As the hars dull black smoke travels down my treacha into my lungs, the taste of plastic resonates through my mouth and up my nasal cavity, with in 15seconds I exhale. and I slowly begine to count down from 30...at one second intervals. 30, 29, 28, 27.........3, 2, 1......Nothing....WHAAAAAM! It hits me like a tone of bricks. I Start to feel as if I am falling off the tallest mountain. My Vision still station well within the boundries of reality, My thoughts are no longer my own, there is a vioce inside me, soothing me, telling me, "Today my son, is the day, close your eyes and take a look at me" I do as he says, and as soon as I close my eyes I am standing in a dark room, in which I have never been, yet remember so well. Theres someone watching me, stalking me, seeking out to find me, to hurt me, to bring pain to me, I can just feel it. I know that I am not alone within this room and from the shadows of darkness a robed man...no a robed ethernal apperation aproaches me, he talks to me, hes telling me. "Today is the day my son, for you have seen the light, yet you have not seen the truth" Off and under an etheral hand manifests inself at the exact center that my line of vision is imposed on....Pointing at a random direction to a series of 3 doors. One marked Truth, One Marked lies, leaving one unmarked....Out of nowhere I feel a push, A suden rush, as if fired from a cannon through the door marked "lies" only to find my self atop the town I live in, atop the school I attend. Floating high above the skies, observing these sheep, in human cloathing going on about thier useless, worhtless, Meaningless lives. and only a short time ago I was one of them. Here the robbed apperation apears before me agian, agian soothing me with his words. "my son, do you see what these people do, how they live? This is not the way the gift of life should be experianced" He then agian fades away. and I am left there to decide how and where I should spend the rest of my "real" life. I blink, and then Agian I find my self within this dark room, staring at the door marked truth. Agian I feel the force pushing me, through the door into another dark room, were the entire universe is going through Retro-Creation, all the galaxies, solar systems, starts, planets, comets, metors, neubulas, everything was just coming back to gether at such a fast pace coming toghether to form a uniform state of concious matter. And there next to me, is the robber apperation, telling me. "This my son, this is your father, your mother, your brother, your sister, and anyone you ever knew, will know, will see, and will ever hear about, this is the all father" Then this uniform piece of matter, begines to vibrate, but I feel as if it is talking to me, Telling me its grand porpose. the story of its demise, and its plans for reincarnation. In a sudden I find my self back agian at the doors, staring at the unmarked door for what feels like an eternaity, and the force is not coming back to push me like it did before......so I just walk through, and find my self back in my room, still experiancing mild effects of the DMT tripp, very LSD like visuals, that lingered on for another 45,in or so. The Entire tripp took an entiernity to end.......I was glad, yet saddened by the disconnecvity from the truth.
its been 4days now since that tripp...I am still contemplating what it really ment....So far I have it down to this.....The big bang is not an explosion of just matter. Its a schism within a central conciousness, a split with in its own mind, and the only reason we exists, is to one day bring the central mind to its former self.
[ 21 December 2001: Message edited by: K9Unit ]
[ 25 December 2001: Message edited by: K9Unit ]
