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Angelight

Angelight

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How have i become lost in this place?
This place where everything feels so good, where everything is so wrong.
How did i manage to work my soul into this stage?
This stage where the spotlot is shining on my heart.
How have i become drifted away by all that i shouldn't.
How did i drift this far?
How can i realize where i am?
Realize all that has encircled me.
How can i get it through my head that i am safe?
Safe from all harm, in his arms, walking down this dirty road.
How can i be myself in this confusion?
This mess that has become who i am, or what i might be.
How did this vision become beautiful?
This beauty that was so ugly, so horrid, so impossible.
How can i breathe in this place?
Breathe, sleep, rest, shine.
How have we become so lost?
Lost in this incredible world...this mess of a world....this mess of me.
 
Angelight.....you are one of the most beautiful people I've interacted with on this board. It IS a dog-eat-dog world out there that renders the weary travellers to get lost WAY to easily.
I think life is a constant game of back-tracking and retracking, then trekking on forward.
If you've found yourself at a place where your dreams are far from coming true, where happiness seems like a teasy wild-goose-chase, take a break from everything, get in touch with your passions and dreams, and gather up all your energy and start following the tune in your heart.
I wish you strength, joy,happiness and all your dreams come true.
Loads of loves,
-Amina
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Angel,
My dear darling, your insight and talent ever amaze me. You mentioned the "mess of me". It occurs to me that some of the most beautiful experiences I've had and important lessons I've learned have risen out of the ashes of messes of myself.
Perhaps when we are broken down to our basic being and it seems all is hopeless or lost ~ this is when we rebuild and come out even better on the other side.
I love you, little darlin'. If you had been the only Bluelighter I met and the only positive thing to come out of this forum,,,,I'd still have made the trip ~ just for the joy of knowing you!
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But as it turns out, we all have had many joys and friendships formed here. I cherish yours as one of the most valuable to me.
It's okay to write when your soul is in the doldrums...some of my most satisfying work has come from confusion, pain, and loss.
Your piece here is beautiful, as is your soul.
Love,
Big Sis
 
this is so true to me...i can relate to it so easily
** thanx **
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** the happiest of people dont necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes their way **
 
i was frantically looking through all the stuff i have written in the past few months...feeling so uncomfortable, becasue i can not spit out anything new. I have realized that i have come to a point in my life where i am so very happy, but at the same time so very lost. I know it doesn't make all that much sense, i can't even explain it to myself. But i came upon this one, and i realized that this is how i am feeling at this very moment on this very day. Not being able to write anything new, or expressing anything that is inside of me. I can't decide if it is because i am filled with so many feelings that i confuse myself on how to get it out these days. But anyway, i was reading my things, and things people have shared with me, and i read this one and i figured i am gonna give it a bump...cause i can't seem to get my thoughts straight to express something so very close to this...
I know every writer comes across times like these, it seems that more often it is happening to me. I can only hope that my brain slows down soon. Thanks for reading...
all my love
ange
 
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