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Diphenhydramine, 450mgs second time experience...scariest drug Ive ever encountered

Waobi101

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Lately I have become interested in trying benadryl in a recreational dosage. I searched up alot of stuff about it on google before I embarked on my new experience and what I found was: People most commonly see spiders, cobwebs, moths, slenderman, etc. Mainly scary shit. Also it is reported that people experience a heavy drippy feeling that makes it difficult and "heavy" to walk. People have said it is an interesting drug, and it produces absolutely no euphoria, and the cons def outweigh the pros. So lets get down to my experience, the first time I tried it I took 150mg and nothing happened besides a good nights sleep. But this time I upped the dosage too 450mg, and heres what happened----

630pm- 150mg down the hatch

640pm- Another 150mg down the hatch

650- Went to the bathroom and felt slightly heavier and more confused, I also tried talking and my speech was slightly slurred. When I got back in my room I swallowed another 150mg and finished my water.

730: Hallucinations begin along with a tingling sensation throughout my body even though I barely can feel anything. I feel like nothing exists except my head and eyes...8o
The first thing I begin to notice with the visuals is one big cobweb filling one corner of my room. This scares the piss out of me, and for some reason I think it is real even though it is not.

800: I see a face outside my window, that also scares the fuck out of me. I keep staring around wondering if I will see bugs. Even though I do not want too.

900- EVERRYYYTHING starts going topsy turvy I feel like I am losing my sanity, I start drifting in and out of sleep and everytime I sleep I dream about my parents yelling at me WHY THE FUCK DID YOU GET HIGH OFF BENADRYL YOU MORON!!!! I dream of other bad dreams, nightmares that are too hard to remember today...but every fucking dream I had I thought was real. I woke up and would still be talking like I was in the dream until I realized I was awake again. I also saw a spider dancing right when I woke up around 9 it was ontop of my blanket, and I could almost feel it. I was so sure it was real even though it wasnt.

930- I passed out for 20mins. When I wake up I look around and surprisingly I feel sober. But when I turn to look infront of me I am great by a red and black snake and it sticks its tongue out and hisses. I scream WTF!!!! and I flew out of my bed and hit the back wall. I kept seeing and hearing this snake for the rest of the night. And it slithers to the side of my bed and goes under it and taunts me until I fall asleep.

940- I see a pixilated army man the size of my finger walking out of a doorway and I just look away. I bury my head in my pillow.

950- I get up to go to the bathroom and do this is fast as I can as I really want to be in the comfort of my room. When I get back in my room there is a baseball ticket taped behind my light. I knew this wasnt real so I ignored it. As I got into my bed I think my curtain is a giant beetle. But after looking at it for a while I notice it is not. This is when I finally calm down and just take a few deep breaths and say to myself dude your just tripping your fine none of its real.

1000- I fall asleep after refusing to stay awake and just keep my head in my pillow no matter what. I wake up a few times in the night but I just keep trying to sleep. I slept until 8 the next morning.

I surprisingly feel really refreshed and awake unlike most people the day after tripping on benadryl.

Well thats it guys
 
if you want to to trip on shit u can get in the pharmacy get some dxm (NOT CORIDICIN), its euphoric in a certain measure and can be a nice experience if dosed well. Benadryl aint making you trip, its a deliriant in those doses, there is no point in repeating your experience. my .02
 
That's a lot with very little time in between doses to see how it was going to affect you. No bueno. just my 2 cents.
 
if you want to to trip on shit u can get in the pharmacy get some dxm (NOT CORIDICIN), its euphoric in a certain measure and can be a nice experience if dosed well. Benadryl aint making you trip, its a deliriant in those doses, there is no point in repeating your experience. my .02

With this advise I concur. Although while you definitely should not repeat this experience as it is not good for your mind or body I would not say it is pointless(taking deliriants that is). I thoroughly enjoyed the mental aspects of deliriants to the point that if I wasnt aware of how bad they are for you I would still take them to this day. Its like the thrill of watching a horror movie but with a strange sense of euphoria. Again I am not advocating tripping off of benadryl in anyway, it's bad for you and not worth it in the long run. I guess I just wanted to reiterate that there are people out there who enjoy the occasional deliriant.
 
If you must do this, maybe having a "trip guide" who isn't as messed up as you are to make sure you don't do something harmful.

joke to go along with this:

What's the last thing a stupid person says before they die?

"Hey,dude. Watch this!"
 
This is when I finally calm down and just take a few deep breaths and say to myself dude your just tripping your fine none of its real.
I'll give it to you, it's difficult to tell yourself that when you're on DPH. The few times I've done it (normally at doses of 200-400mg) I've never had any 'proper' hallucinations, mainly just flickers of spiders and flies, and the walls moving and a general sense of doom. The worst part for me is when you can feel shit on your skin and you instinctually jerk to get it off you. Spend the whole night glitching out.

Perhaps the thing I least like about the drug is the 'is this real' feeling. Even things that I know are happening - such as people talking the the room next to me - make me go "Are they really there?". That and the dry mouth/being unable to swallow without feeling like I'm going to throw up always drives me insane. I'm not very quick to panic - I've been through a lot of shitty things thanks to psychosis - but DPH scares the shit out of me. I do love the auditory hallucinations though - even though for me it's little more then whispers in the distance.

Anyway, anyone who can take DPH earns points in my book. Takes guts to willingly poison yourself into delirium. Although this is probably wrong, the way I've always thought about it is that your basically close to death and your brain freaks out.

The obvious question is, would you do it again? :)
 
400mg seems to be the sweet spot for a trip. I've heard of people taking more and not tripping. I tripped hard on 400mg.

Which I wrote about here: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...-400mg)-First-Time-Schizophrenia-like-effects
Our trips are pretty similar. And don't worry, those cobweb spider things scared me too when I started seeing them. I just tell myself 'I'm good, I'm tripping, it's just a drug and will wear off in good time.' Of course its easier said than done but for me its not a problem. Probably all the DMT I've done.
 
Agreed anon. Everybody seems to have similar experiences depending on the dosages. I have tried dmt a few times aswell. And to answer everybodies question I might try it again and this time try not to be a pussy about it even though its fucking hard not too. But if I do it will not be for a while, considering how bad this drug is for you.
 
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