thewayjoshis
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- May 31, 2015
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I have a lot of anxiety, mostly socially. I was just prescribed lorazepam 0.5mg 2 days ago to help me sleep and my doctor said we will discuss the anxiety next visit. I got curious though and took one right after i got home to see how it helps with anxiety, which it really mostly did. My anxiety causes me to be socially awkward a lot of times, especially around girls, but I've learned to overcome it somewhere over the years. I still cant grow the balls to go up to a girl and flirt with and get her number though. I know a lot of girls like me, but im only confident enough to talk to them if they come to me first, so I just let it happen i guess. But basically, once the pill kicked in, I started texting this girl (with pussy as the ultimate goal like always) but this time, I was doing great and she responded good asf to it too and now im coming over to her house tomorrow cuz she wanna "chill". But after that pill wore off, I took another one because I liked not being socially awkward/anxious and I liked what I just accomplished. That was only 2 days ago, but ever since then, Ive been taking 2-3 a day even after trying to stop myself several times and i can totally see this turning into an addiction. Today, I took some adderall, and later another lorazepam to help with the comedown and I just took one more because I can feel a bit of anxiety. The reason I wrote this is because I tried really hard to stop myself from taking that second pill just now, and just deal with the anxiety like I always have, but I couldnt control... And its only been two days!! I already know that theres no way im going to be able to stop myself tomorrow when I go to her house, and then I'll probably just do it the next day too. I really just need some help and advice, please...



