Got through day 2 of my withdrawals, this is in my attempt to get properly through a detox so I can use recreationally without suffering this every time.
The last time I had sex was last summer. After that I had a shit load of drama kick off so I didn't think about it. Then I discovered opiates. So safe to say I've barely had a sex drive for quite a while, which is new to me and sober I crave it daily, several times preferably.
Today my sex drive started to return, and the frustration begins as, as much as I would love to I don't have anyone in my life that I want to screw that I can call and invite over. Masturbation actually managed to make me worse as I haven't done that in weeks either from what was once an everyday habit.
Kinda makes me wish I could just get high.
The last time I had sex was last summer. After that I had a shit load of drama kick off so I didn't think about it. Then I discovered opiates. So safe to say I've barely had a sex drive for quite a while, which is new to me and sober I crave it daily, several times preferably.
Today my sex drive started to return, and the frustration begins as, as much as I would love to I don't have anyone in my life that I want to screw that I can call and invite over. Masturbation actually managed to make me worse as I haven't done that in weeks either from what was once an everyday habit.
Kinda makes me wish I could just get high.
