MasterVampire
Bluelighter
Its getting about that time where I really want to try quitting weed again.
Ive been doing for the past 12 months and I feel like a zombie, that and I cant get any at the moment so thats another factor.
Its the first day without it and I feel so down and depressed.
Ive allways had mild depression but nothing too bad, but lately its hit me like a ton of bricks.
I would usually smoke just to kill the time and cure my boredom and without it everything just seems so shitty.
I cant even enjoy video games or TV anymore. I tried playing call of duty before but just gave up and turned the xbox off mid round.
I just feel like I've got nothing without it because I dont have many friends and dont get out that much which is why it seemed like a perfect fit for a loner like myself.
I dont feel like doing anything but just staring at my PC screen, and this is only the first day without it! Soon I will have to go through the sleeping problems, sweating etc... Which will make it so much harder.
This really sucks.

Ive been doing for the past 12 months and I feel like a zombie, that and I cant get any at the moment so thats another factor.
Its the first day without it and I feel so down and depressed.
Ive allways had mild depression but nothing too bad, but lately its hit me like a ton of bricks.
I would usually smoke just to kill the time and cure my boredom and without it everything just seems so shitty.
I cant even enjoy video games or TV anymore. I tried playing call of duty before but just gave up and turned the xbox off mid round.
I just feel like I've got nothing without it because I dont have many friends and dont get out that much which is why it seemed like a perfect fit for a loner like myself.
I dont feel like doing anything but just staring at my PC screen, and this is only the first day without it! Soon I will have to go through the sleeping problems, sweating etc... Which will make it so much harder.
This really sucks.

