Depressed

[Babygrl24]

Stuck in this state of depression nothing is goin right
Its an endless battle and im losing the fight
Id give anything to go back to those days when i was happy, they seem so long ago
To me happiness has become something i no longer feel or know
All i know is it makes me want to lay down and die
At times i even wonder if i was ever truly happy or if it was all just an act
I was puttin on a show and i no longer know my lines
I cant even fake a smile anymore, im falling apart
I need to get away and leave this this life behind
Somewhere far away from where I could leave this baggage behind and only bring the happy me

 

[roarkisdead]

i understand ya here, it sucks being trapped in one horrible situation. my advise is run, run to somewhere were no one knows your pain and start anew. if that doesn't help drink till you can't remember if the problem is worth it.

 

[Nik137]

Piece of advice:
Though running to somewhere new to start over, attempting to be happy sounds nice, it won't work. Depression follows you. Everywhere. It sucks, but knowing that you'll never escape it until you either accept it or deal with it is the only way to live your life without going completely insane. As far as drinking yourself into a pit ... you'll be happy for a few hours, then you'll get a hang over & feel twice as shitty, just keep in mind that when you deal with depression its part of you and you can't escape yourself for very long.

 

[Tribal Hybridz]

damn have i ever felt those very words almost half of my life if not more..you gotta keep your head up! the world wants to see you down, not succeed, not be happy...So prove the world wrong..find happiness in a tree,find a smile in the sunshine..let an animal be your best friend, talk to them..they hear you,watch their body language..let your friends be your strength to do what You gotta do, its all these little things that matter, that keep you in your drive to excell..On the other hand, sometimes you just wanna be down, you dont want to be happy, you wont let someone make you happy..i am the same way, so i have surrounded myself with a very awsome lil brotha that never lets me be sad unless we are both sad together..death can really hurt your happiness as well, ijust lost 2 partykids as well as 2 best friends since october, so it has been an unusually cold and dark winter, and all i could do is let my musik and friends keep my sanity.. but as far as depression, girl i could right you a novel on it..its ok to be depressed, everyone's gotta be down, just dont let it get the best of you..and no, drugs dont make it go away, they just temporarily numb it, if that..good luck, and remember this:"For Every Dark Night, There's a Bright Day Ahead. So Keeep Your Head up, Stick Your Chest Out, And Handle It."-Tupac Shakur

 

[Babygrl24]

Thank you very much for ur input guys..... and as far as goin to drugs to solve my problems, that i have not and will not attempt. Im takin ur advice and just tryin to deal with it day by day. And as far as surrounding myself with happy people, i actually feel happy when my friends are around but as soon as they leave a crawl back into this big black hole and start thinging about everything bad again. But tribal, i guess ur right, if i get myself thru this time there is bound to be a bright happy day waitin for me. THANKS>>>