TheUnicorn
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 21, 2010
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- 28
Hello all,
I've been lurking around here for ages, never really posted until recently, was wondering if I could get some thoughts on my situation.
Now, I dont have the worst life, I live in a fairly nice house, in a nice village, I have many wonderful friends who i see less of recently but they are still always there for me. I have a lovely girlfriend, we have our issues but all couples do, she even bakes and brings me cookies from time to time!
For years i've had this overbearing thought that something is not right, and i've been getting steadily more and more depressed. not over just one thing. The other night I cried for the world, at how horrible it is, how horrible we are to each other as human beings.
What is wrong with me? I know something is wrong, but I don't know what it is, does that make any sence? Anybody got any ideas?
Just to add, im a regular user of a lot of drugs, I'm not addicted to one drug, but I am definitely addicted to being in an altered mindstate.
Thanks in advance people.
I've been lurking around here for ages, never really posted until recently, was wondering if I could get some thoughts on my situation.
Now, I dont have the worst life, I live in a fairly nice house, in a nice village, I have many wonderful friends who i see less of recently but they are still always there for me. I have a lovely girlfriend, we have our issues but all couples do, she even bakes and brings me cookies from time to time!
For years i've had this overbearing thought that something is not right, and i've been getting steadily more and more depressed. not over just one thing. The other night I cried for the world, at how horrible it is, how horrible we are to each other as human beings.
What is wrong with me? I know something is wrong, but I don't know what it is, does that make any sence? Anybody got any ideas?
Just to add, im a regular user of a lot of drugs, I'm not addicted to one drug, but I am definitely addicted to being in an altered mindstate.
Thanks in advance people.