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I get hungry so I drink juice. Orange, strawberry, banana, two two quart bottles for five dollars made by Dole. Drink your fruit today. I want to do things but I don't. I want to make love so I jerk off. I want to make money so I sleep. Somebody outside somewhere plays with their children and their dogs and they make noise and laugh and have a good time and life is good and I think hey, I want those. It's light outside and then it's not. The birds chirp like brainless twits and then they don't. It's getting dark out and the noise outside morphs into just the passing by of cars. Swoooosh. Swoooosh. Swoooosh. A dog barks. For the next half hour a dog barks. I dig around in a box stashed under the bed and I find it, some sort of gun. I shoot the dog in the ass and it whimpers. I shoot the dog again and